meow┃renmin

⌜ thirty four ⌟

it didn't take long for jeno to regain himself and push jaemin away harshly.

❝what the fuck are you doing?!❞ the male furrowed his brows as his fists were clenched, ready to punch jaemin.

❝i..❞ jaemin felt weird. he felt weird because he felt nothing. was he wrong about himself? did he not have feelings for jeno? then why did he feel nothing about the kiss? you're supposed to be feeling a whold field of butterflies inside your stomach, but he felt nothing. not even one butterfly.

❝i know something was weird about you!❞ jeno growled as he raised a injured boy a little bit up using his collar, looking him straight into his eyes. ❝listen here, if you break renjun's heart-❞

jaemin glared back upon hearing the name, ❝what do i have to do with renjun? i don't care about him!❞ he then looked away, still having that annoyed look. ❝you're like the others, jisung, mark, and chenle, you keep on pushing me towards renjun when i myself doesn't even give a fuck or two about him!❞

hearing that made jeno's blood boil. renjun cared for him so much that he even risked his studies for him, he used his time, and even put an effort in taking care of him even though jaemin would push him away. it is so unfair, renjun doesn't deserve this.

jaemin doesn't deserve renjun's love.

still not satisfied at what he said, jaemin decided to add more. ❝renjun can get run over by a truck and i will still not give a fuck!❞

jeno widened his eyes, his grip on the younger's collar loosening and dropping him down the hospital bed. that's it, jaemin went too far. jeno did not think twice, did not hesitate even for a second or two, and just went straight and slapped jaemin real hard. he slapped him hoping that he will snap out of in whatever evil world inside his head he is living right now.

❝that is for saying that. and this,❞ again, jeno slapped jaemin and it was even harder than before. ❝this is for wasting renjun's time.❞

he can't believe renjun loved a boy like him. jeno understood at first, jaemin forgot about him and that's the reason why he is treating him like shit, but now jeno seemed to find that reason unacceptable. if jaemin loved renjun back so much then he would have fight it off, he would have tried his best to remember, or at least try to listen to anyone who slips out hints about his relationship with renjun. but no, jaemin decided not to care about renjun and not to listen about them whenever they talk about their relationship.

❝wish renjun would stop caring about you.❞ jeno glanced up to the frozen male and then picked up his bag he placed at the chair. ❝wish renjun would just stop loving you because honestly speaking? you don't deserve his love.❞

jaemin watched jeno from his peripheral view leaving the room and flinched when he heard the male slam the door really loud that the whole rooms inside this hospital heard it. the pink haired even thought that the door would break from the force he put into slamming the door.