One Way Or Another

Chapter 18

IM EXTREMELY SORRY FOR THE SLOW UPDATES, LACK OF COMMENTS AND VOTES SEEM TO MAKE ME UNINSPIRED. :(

Harry's POV

I'm pregnant"

Once those words came out of Aprils mouth, I shut down. She's pregnant. She's having my child. Question after question flowed through my head one after another. Am I ready for a child? Is April ready? What if she wants to terminate the pregnancy? What if I made a bad father? Am I even ready for another child? What if this little innocent baby dies like Little Harry? What about my career? What about the paparazzi? As I said question after question flowed through my head.

What am I going to do?

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Days dragged on and on. April and I have barely said a word to each other about the pregnancy. I know she wants to keep it, yet the only thing that puts doubts in her mind is little Harry & what happened to him. Also the fact that the paparazzi will constantly be in our faces. I still don't know how I feel about it and since I can't talk to April, i turn to the one person who will understand.

I grab my keys and head out to the car. I stare at the road as the void of my girlfriend fills my heart. I just can't understand why she won't talk to me about it. We are a couple for God sake.

As I pull into the familiar driveway, I take a deep breath. I make my way up to the door and knock. "Harry!" She says excitedly. "Hey Tay." I smile at her. "Oh god, what's wrong now?" She asked worriedly. We sit at the kitchen table with a coffee in front of us. "Well Aprils pregnant." I said. Her gasp was audible, however she quickly recovered it. "Seriously, that's wonderful news!" She beams. "Not when I don't know if I want April to keep it. Not when she has barely said a word to me since we found out." I sighed. "Tay, I don't know what to do. I want her to have it, but then I don't." I looked down at my coffee very spaced out. "Okay Harry, tell me this. Do you love April?" She asked. "Of course j do." I said. "Why don't you want her to have this child?" She asked.

Why don't I want her to have this child? I thought for a moment, to be honest. I don't have a real reason, besides the fact that I'm scared. "Tay, I'm scared, what if I make the worlds worst dad?" I asked. "Harry, you adore children. You will make the worlds worst dad, if you don't support April. I know she's probably scared about this child and all the what ifs that follow, but tell her how you feel about it. Make her listen if she doesn't want to talk. It's as simple as that." Tay said seriously.

After a while Taylor and I said our goodbyes and I was on my way home to my girlfriend. I had to plan something. Something big to let April know, I will support her. To let her know that I love her to the end of the earth.

I thought for a moment. "Hell yeah! I got it." I screamed in the car to myself. I turned the car around and flew to the closest florist. Her favourite flower is a Rose, so that is exactly what I will get for her. "A dozen red roses please." I asked the lady at the counter. I handed her the money and quickly left before I was recognised.

I made it home in no time, without April seeing I quickly ran up to the room and dug around for the one thing I had been hiding from April for months. After turning the room upside down, I found it. I sighed in fear. I breath in and out a few times to calm my nerves.

"Babe?" I yelled as I walked down the stairs. "Yes Harry?" She asked with an eyebrow raised. "Come with me." I ordered. I grabbed her hand and led her up to the roof. "It's beautiful." She smiled. This moment in time right here, I knew exactly why I wanted April to keep the baby. "Babe, look at the sun set. It's beautiful." She laughed. "It's not as beautiful as you." I smiled.

As April was looking at the sun set, I stood behind her. Waiting for her to turn around. "Oh my god." She said as she turned around. I stood before her on one knee with a rose in one hand and a ring in the other.

"April Rose, you are my world. The love of my life, you are the one thing in my life I do not want to change. I want our baby, I want you. I want to grow old with you and watch our baby grow into a beautiful human being. Will you do me the honour of becoming my wife and keeping our baby?" I asked.

"YES!" She screamed. "Yes I will!" She continued. I placed the ring on her left hand and gave her the rose. I stood up and kissed her lips. Softly yet passionately. "I love you so much." I said to her.

"I love you too, to infinity and beyond plus one and nothing else can beat it." She giggled.

A/N

I'm so so sorry for the lack of updates. I know some of you probably have stopped reading & that's fine. I know I've been pretty slack with the updated, I just have lost motivation. However I was in a writing mood so I thought I'd give use an update. Please forgive me and please keep reading.

Updates will be slow from now on, as I'm trying to get my motivation back.