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30. God

This chapter is very gory and I almost threw up writing it. I know I said I wouldn't put anymore warnings but I figured if I could barely handle it I'd put something. Writing from Josh's POV is very mentally draining but I gotta do it for the story

Josh slammed the car door behind him angrily. He had just dropped Tyler off at home (parking down the street per his boyfriend's request) and had texted everyone telling them to meet at Dallon's.

He was fucking pissed.

Although he had just killed Gerald (he did such a good job by myself that the news reported him as a run away) he was pissed at this Jenna chick. He didn't have any plan but he knew he wanted her to suffer for what she did to Tyler.

He made his way up to Dallon's apartment and walked in, shutting the door quieter since it was one in the morning.

"Why the hell are we here?" Brendon yawned, curling up next to Dallon. It made Josh's heart ache for Tyler. Tyler. This was all for Tyler.

"This bitch ruined Tyler's life 'nd we gotta get her back."

"Who?" Ashley asked from where she sat on the couch, looking just as exhausted.

"Jenna."

"I thought she was friends with him?"

"He thought so too," he paused, looking at all of them. He saw they had gotten their usual items ready in bags before he got there. Good. "Get your asses up 'nd let's go," he barked. Everyone took a bag and got up before they followed Josh out, Dallon grabbing his keys on the way there.

Once they were all in Dallon's SUV, Josh was spitting directions at him. "How do ya even know where ta go?" Brendon asked from the back seat.

"When I drove Tyler home we passed by her house 'nd he called her a bitch," Josh shrugged. "I jus' 'member which one it is. I don' think he even knew he was doin' it but it works in his favor," he paused. "Take a right."

Dallon did as he was told and after passing the house he circled back around and parked two streets down. This was the nicest neighborhood in Scarlettesville and if any of the houses in their town had security, it would be their house.

"So what's the plan?" Dallon asked, taking his hands off the steering wheel.

Josh sighed, looking out the window. "I don' know."

"What the fuck do ya mean ya don' know?" Ashley shouted. "I was sleepin'! None of us sure as hell ain't prepared!"

Josh turned around and gave her a look so nasty her eyes widened and she closed her mouth. "Can ya shut the fuck up so I can think?" He snapped before turning back around.

He ran a hand through his hair as he brain moved a million miles a minute. He was thinking of all the terrible things he could do to Jenna but his thoughts were getting clouded by his want to kill. He just wanted to feel blood on his skin. He wants that escape.

"Are you okay?" Dallon whispered, looking at Josh worriedly.

"I don' know," he repeated from earlier. "I jus'... she hurt Tyler so she needs ta pay. Now. I can' think of what ta do that would be different than before."

Brendon spoke up from the back seat. "She cared about Tyler at one point, right?"

"Yeah."

"What if one of us get ta her bedroom, throw a pebble or some shit, 'nd tell her he's in trouble? That way we can get her out here 'nd go from there. I don' know jus' a thought."

"Huh. You're not as stupid as I thought ya were," Josh smirked. "I mean the plan is flawed but the idea is there."

"Josh should do it," Dallon spoke. "Since you two are dating it would make more sense for you to tell her."

Josh's smirk only grew. If he could go undetected, which isn't hard for him— he's done it before, then getting her out would be easy.

"Okay," Josh nodded, before opening the door. "See ya soon."

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Josh stood by a window on the bottom floor. He had figured it was her bedroom because it had a sleeping figure in it that looked about Tyler's age. He was about to knock on the window but as soon as he put pressure on the window it swung open. He grinned to himself when he realized this was going to be easier than trying to lie about Tyler.

Josh hoisted himself into the bedroom and saw Jenna sleeping soundly in her bed. The grin only grew once he approached the bed. He had put gloves on before leaving so anything he does will he concealed.

He could take her all the way to his friends without a plan or he could kill her right there. He'd taken a bag with him in case she wasn't going to cooperate.

Jenna breathed deeply as she slept and Josh found himself doing what Brendon had done to his dad's girlfriend. He wrapped his hands around her neck and choked her in such a way that it would just knock her unconscious.

As much as he wanted to hear the bitch scream, he didn't want to get caught by her parents who were undoubtedly sleeping in the next room over.

He watched in fascination as she stilled completely, her breathed barely audible but still there. A sadistic grin overtook his face as he grabbed the butcher knife from his bag and pulled her shirt up. She wasn't wearing a bra and Josh found himself frowning. He was definitely not into girls.

He ran the knife deeply down her abdomen, all the way from her collarbone to her waist. After that, he slit horizontally across her stomach multiple times and almost laughed when he caught sight of her intestines through the now shredded skin.

He took the knife and did the same thing on her arms and legs, running it across the skin horizontally all the way from her shoulder to wrist and hip to ankle. Her limbs were so marked up they looked almost like tiger stripes.

Josh grinned when blood squirted onto his face. It soaked his mouth and he licked his lips gratefully, sighing in satisfaction at his work.

For finishing touches, he carved a cross into her forehead, chin, and each cheek. He visibly relaxed, feelings his anger towards her disappear. Jenna deserved this. All of it. This is what she got for trying to sabotage Tyler's life.

He gathered his things and slipped out the window. He made sure not to get any blood on it before he locked it and pulled it shut. He wouldn't want anyone breaking in, would he?

Once he was out of sight he laughed
to himself as his adrenaline rushed through his body. He felt like he had all the power in the world. He felt like a god.

As he walked back to his friends, he whistled some tune but he couldn't remember where he picked it up. It didn't matter though.

Dallon's SUV came into view and he opened the passenger door and got in. The man saw Josh's face and smiled. "You just went ahead and it did it?"

"Yeah," Josh smiled back. He could see Ashley and Brendon looking at him in awe as they remained silent.

Dallon laughed before handing Josh a bottle of Clorox wipes, probably to clean himself up as much as he could before going home. "Feel better?"

"Much."

Dallon pulled away and began making his way back to his apartment. "You're a crazy fuck you know that, right?"

"Mhm," he began wiping his cheek as he stared in the sun visor mirror. "But we're all crazy fucks."

"That we are."