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(this is sad but also how i feel abt a certain someone and yes it's a girl don't judge)

"Testing. One two three." He checked on the mic, making sure it was good for recording. He made a thumbs up from inside the studio to Yoongi who in charge on setting a perfect recording for him today.  Yoongi set up few more stuffs for the recording while Taehyung, getting ready and testing his vocals alone. He then caught up himself remising the moment when he was with her again.  He missed her.  BTS are now free from any come back or tour, so he decided to make a cover the song Happier by Ed Sheeran to fill his free time.  Scratch that. It was totally just an excuse.  For him to talk to her, indirectly.  To tell her what he kept deep down in his heart.  "Okay, everything is ready. We are going to start now." Yoongi said and Taehyung nodded in return. Yoongi cued and then the audio started playing.  Couples of rhythm beat and then he started.  'Walking down 29th and park  I saw you in another arms  The image of her in another man's arms, pained him. Again. Because he realized, it was no longer him.  Only a month we've been apart,  You look happier.' There was a reason why he chose that song. It said what he wanted to say. Each and every piece.  Y/N...she look happier. With him off her life.  'Saw you walk inside a bar.  He said something to make you laugh.  I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours,  Yeah, you look happier, you do.' Yes, she look happier. Much happier. He wonder if she ever felt happy when she was with him. Did he ever made her have a genuine laugh and smile? Did he made every seconds with her worth everything?  Or did he made she feel a burst of happiness the moment things end between them?  'Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you,  But ain't nobody love you like I do.' He knows every action and every words he said that day hurt her to her limit the moment she shut her mouth, not even to fire back at him and then walked away. Went out through the door and never come in again.  'Promise that I won't take it personal baby  If you're moving on with someone new.' He will never blame her for being with someone else.  As long as she's happy. Because he couldn't did that.  Someone said,  If you're stopping someone you love from finding happiness,  You are horrible.  'Cause baby you look happier, you do  My friends told me one day I'll feel it too  And until then I'll smile to hide the truth  But I know I was happier with you'  That's what they told him. His teammates.  They said someday he'll be happy too and when every time they did, he would just smile because it pained him to know that the possibility was so low. He was happier when he was with her.  There's no one who can replace her. No one.  'Sat on the corner of the room  Everything's reminding me of you  Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you're happier  Aren't you?'  You are....happier. Aren't you...Y/N?  'Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you  But ain't nobody love you like I do  I know that there others that deserves you'. Maybe that guy deserves her more. He knows. They deserves each other.  'But my darling, I am still in love with you.'  I'm sorry. He said in his mind.  I couldn't help but still being in love with you.  'But I guess you look happier, you do  My friends told me one day I'd feel it too  I could try to smile to hide the truth  I know I was happier with you.'  He hope she heard every single piece of these words because he meant them all. Genuinely.  'Baby, you look happier, you do  I knew one day you'd fall for someone new  But if breaks your heart like lovers do  Just knew that I'll be waiting here for you'   And he hoped she heard this too. Hoped that she get what he was trying to say.  That if she ever need, he will be waiting here.  For her.

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