Do NOT text him. He lied when he said you guys could be friends. Don't act so surprised. And if you do text him, absolutely do NOT tell him you that you miss him, because you don't, not really. He would not have torn your heart apart like this when you first met. The boy you miss no longer exists.
Follow his damn Instagram, you can't avoid his memory forever. And when he posts a picture of her, saying he loves her more than anything he's ever loved before, stare until that tree-branch feeling in your gut turns to ash and gets swept away.
Stand in front of the mirror, look in your own eyes, and think his name. Think about how it tastes at 2:36 in the morning. Think about when you said it and he would come running. When the thoughts don't turn your stomach inside out, say it out loud. You need to learn how to hear it without flinching.
YOU ARE READING
Confessions of An Anxious Girl
Historia CortaJust a bunch of short relatable stories that I write when I need to express my feelings. I hope you guys like them. ❣
