Thought

Ten - Heart Attack

"You need to have a boy first." Michael says.

"She can't control that Michael. Its Luke who decides and he doesn't even decide. He can't just say hey I want a boy." Ashton laughs.

Everyone laughs at him. "Well let me reword that. I hope you have a boy first." He corrects himself.

"Yeah so you guys can make sure he turns out to be an idiot, right?" I smirk. "By the way I'm kidding if you couldn't tell."

"I don't know...you've been really moody." Calum says.

"Okay before it happens I'm sorry in advance because I will be grumpy. I'm getting fat you guys I gained 5 pounds already so I don't fit in Amy of my old skinny jeans." I sigh. "But I bought like two new pairs."

"That's all you got?" Luke looks down at me confused.

"Oh nooo." I giggle. "I bought like a bunch of different leggings because that's all that feels comfortable to me anymore because I feel really lazy. Oh and I bought a couple big T-Shirts."

"Oh geez." Luke shakes his head.

"Okay well I have a question or two." Ashton asks seriously. "How is everything going to work out? Like with this and tour...when are you telling your mom and Luke's mom?"

"As soon as possible." Luke answers. "Maybe we will call her today."

I nod. I feel kind of nervous again. It all kind of went away when we told the guys but I've only met Luke's mom once. She's really nice but I know she'll be disappointed.

-

Michael, Haley, Calum, and Luke went to get something to eat.

"Hey Ash" I sit on the sofa next to him.

"Hey" he looks away from the tv for a moment.

"How are you?" I ask. I don't really have one on one questions with Calum, Michael, or Ashton anymore since Luke is up my butt. Not that I mind or anything. I know I can talk to them whenever I need to.

"I'm good actually." He pauses for a moment. "Are you okay?"

"I mean I don't know." I get kind of emotional. "I'm kind of scared."

"Aly..." He scoots over to me and puts his arms around my shoulders.

"Things had been going so great and I thought it would stay that way forever but ya know things change." I shrug as a tear escapes and rolls down my cheek. "Don't get a girlfriend." I laugh a little but am being totally sarcastic.

"I didn't plan on it." He laughs with me. "You can talk to me whenever you need to okay?"

"I know Ashton thank you." I smile.

We just sit around and watch TV until everyone gets back.

"Ew what did you guys get to eat?" I plug my nose as I get a slice of cheese pizza I requested. "It smells nasty."

"It's Chinese. I thought you liked Chinese?" Haley takes a bite of rice.

"Okay be right back." I fast walk to the bathroom and thankfully I get to the bathroom before I puke everywhere.

"Are you-" Luke stops talking to come and hold up my hair so vomit doesn't get in it. "I'm sorry."

I can't say anything for a few minutes because I'm afraid I'm going to barf again but I get up, rinse my mouth out, and brush my teeth. "Why are you sorry?"

"I'm sorry you have to go through this." He embraces me.

"Luke..." I tear up. "Its not just me that is going through this. You have to put up with me and comfort me through this so its not just me. I may be the one pregnant but you're helping too."