Just Dudes Being Guys (or gays) // nomin/jaeno

16. consequences

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Jaemin comes home in a good mood after wandering around with the cute couple. They went to the amusement park and had fun. But it was strange for the honey-hair to be thirdwheeling and he got envious seeing them so openly showing affection for each other, kissing and cuddling every other ten minutes. The boy would pretend to be interested in observing his surroundings at such moments.

He plops on his bed and starts to surf in his phone. Suddenly the boy realises that after he hung up, Jeno didn't call him nor sent a single message.

"Why the hell I had to tell him this..? How am I supposed to talk to him from now on? Ughh, I'm an idiot".

He goes through his gallery which is full of Jeno's pictures. He looks at them one by one until the boy comes across that adorable commercial the older was in as a baby. A broad smile appears on his face as he watches it.

"Ohmygosh..He used to be that tiny bean. Now he's a whole ass hottie", he feels a bit aroused recalling the intercourses they had, how they kissed and humped each other multiple times.

"Ahh..Shit", he covers his face with his hands ashamed, "Did I..Did I wear that hentai girl outfit for real? I can't believe, I need some help of physicians".

It's when his phones starts to ring causing him to have a heart attack.
The boy squeezes his eyes shut scared to answer the call, but seeing that it's Yangyang, he emits a breathe of relief.

"Bub, did you get home safe and sound?", the boy softly chimes.

"Awwee, hi sweetie, yeah. What could happen to me anyways?", Jaemin is happy to hear him again but at the same time he feels a bit empty that he failed guessing it was Jeno.

"Idk, someone could steal you for being so cute", Jaemin blushes at the compliment.

"OML, can you stop? Your bae's gonna stab me if you go on like this", scoffs the boy.

"He's sleeping, on my thighs. Baby panda got tired walking all day long. But I can't move, don't wanna wake him up", Yangyang semi-whispers.

"UWUUUUUU. SHUT YOUR MOUTH. I CAN'T HANDLE THIS. CUTENESS OVERLOAD. MY SINGLE ASS CAN'T TAKE IT!"

Jaemin fakes crying but deep inside he gets really jealous and sad.

They talk for a while until they awaken Xiaojun, who gets annoyed at their mockingly flirty dialogue.

Jaemin is left by himself again, feeling estranged and lonely. Flashbacks from his past start to haunt him. He'd been a loner until the day he met Jeno. Boys would call him stupid because he used to be too talkative and needed skinship all the time.

"You're a giirl. Booo, go join girls if you want to do hugs and kisses."

"What are you smiling at? Does your mouth ever shout?"

"Guys, look, this weakling is wearing girls' bracelets"

When he met Jeno, the older was a pure angel. Jaemin will never forget the first thing he said then,

"I like you. You're different".

So was he. Jeno was different. He was the kindest boy to ever step on earth.

"He still is..My guardian"

Jaemin's eyes get wet again at the reminiscence of his lonesome childhood and how the older painted it in brightest colors.

"I must really apologize to Jeno. I can't lose him. He's my best friend on the first place, and only then..then..God, Am I in love with him?", he closes his eyes and sobs smiling.

"Whatever..."

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Jaemin enters the school a bit scared to meet the older. He steps into the classroom and catches the view of him at once. The boy has a patch on his nose and a few scratches on his face. Jaemin feels unbearably sorry.

Jeno looks up and their eyes meet, causing the younger to blink rapidly and shift his eyes away.

Jaemin doesn't have a courage to look at the older throughout the day. He decides that he'll talk to him when they head home. The boy approaches Jeno's desk while the other is gathering his books and stuff and nervously utters.

"J-Jeno..Can we have a talk..alone?"

The said boy surprisedly looks at him,

"Hey..Yeah, let's go".

They get out of the school and find a hidden spot behind the tree in the park to have a talk.

Jaemin feels giddy and loses his ability to combine words looking at his shoes, until he finally gathers some courage,

"Jeno, your face, I'm so sorry and-"

The boy gets interrupted since a pair of hands grab him by his shoulders and after a second he's in a tight embrace of the older.

"Jaemin..Don't say anything. I love you. I love you and I will forever"

Jaemin's heart jumps up to his throat as he clutches the older's spine not to fall down from the sudden inflow of excitement.

"I love you too, ohgod, so so much",

he tries to face the older and kiss him hard but what he hears next makes his heart fall into the abyss of agony.

"You're my best friend and nothing compares to your friendship, Jaemin"

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