Turning Tables

Chapter 4

After Nash told me that it should be Him instated of Cameron I knew I wasn't alone, Nash knew how I felt and I knew exactly how he felt.. The pain he must be feeling! It was there in his eyes, a pain only known to a broken heart.

Minutes later it was finally our turn to ride the zipper. (My favorite ride, and hopefully our last. My feet are killing me.) There was a wonderful breeze, and the air had a chill to it that made me feel alive. Me and Nash didn't talk at all on the ride. It felt like I could feel his pain vibrating off of him.. It was the same pain I felt.

After we got off we went and walked to a stump off to the left of the ride. Letting my legs stretch out was a blessing.

Nash turned to me suddenly, saddest still thick in his eyes.

(This poor boy!)

"Hey Jess, do you wanna hang out tomorrow? We could like go to the movies or something?"

"Yeah, that sounds good."

"Okay cool"

After that we talked for what felt like hours about anything and everything. I was relived to find we were a lot alike, and we're becoming quick friends. It's always nice to have someone that knows how you feel. Nash was that for me, and I would be that for him.

As he was talking to me he seemed a little better, maybe it was getting his mind off Chrissy. About an hour of talking about random weird things Cameron and Chrissy walk up, of course Chrissy would be holding a giant teddy bear. The feelings started again.... I felt every worst emotion possible. Bubbling up inside of me was a thick pain. If I didn't get a hold on this I would start to hate her.. I don't want that, ever!

"Are you guys ready?" Cameron had asked giving us both that (please say yes look) obviously he was tired too.. As we all are!

"Yeah" i reply trying not to sound upset.

I hate the fact that I'm jealous... I love cameron with all of my heart. I want him to be happy but it's dreadful, especially watching him be with my BESTFRIEND! I was so ready to leave, I was no longer sad... I was annoyed.

About 30 minutes later I was home I was tired I just wanted in my bed. Chrissy tried talking to me but I didn't feel like it.

"Goodnight Chrissy" I said leaving to my room.

(The Next Morning)

Chrissy came in my room looking happy as can be

"Get up Jess, let's do something."

"Can't sorry I already made plans with Nash."

"What?" She said with a strong hint of annoyance.

I looked up at her in confusion.

"What's your problem? You sound upset."

"Well, your stabbing me in the back!! How could you go on a date with Nash?!" She said deliriously.

I turned on her, letting it all out. "Understand that you are ripping my heart out day by day since you and Cameron got together, how do you think that makes me feel?! Or did you forget about me and my feelings?!"

"I've had enough.. have fun on your stupid date." Chrissy said walking out slamming my door.

At that moment I was so done, I was more than just angry with her...

I texted Nash to see if he was ready because I wanted to be as far away from her as possible.

Nash: yeah I'm ready Ive decided were are going to the mall and walk around and stuff. Is that okay with you?

Me: yeah that's totally fine. I'll meet you there.

Nash: okay

I got in my car and left.

Nash was standing there awkwardly lost when I was walking up to him.

"Nash.. You look like a lost puppy" I said laughing

"Oh shut up" he says lightly punching my arm.

After awhile of walking and joking around we went to go eat at the food court,

Nash say there kinda silent it seemed as if he wanted to get something off his chest

"so how are you and Chrissy?" Nash asked a little hesitant

"Uhm well let's just say we are not on good terms.. I'm very annoyed with her at the moment. What about you and Cameron?"

"Well Cameron doesn't know that I have feelings for his girlfriend... No one does but you. I feel so bad, and I want to tell him but I can't.. I couldn't... I couldn't help it she is absolutely gorgeous, she's so down to earth, her eyes oh I love her eyes, and her smile seems to brighten any room she walks in. I know there are other girls but don't want anyone else but her! I just don't know what to do I never felt this way about a girl before and it sucks because she's with my best friend!"

Nash looked up at me and I was shocked to see tears on this poor boys cheeks. "Why me? Why did this have to happen to me? I.. I love her Jessica."