You Saved Me

10

DEAN POV

I was very exited yet anxious to go to school and see Castiel. I decided I would apologize to what i said to him. I honestly didn't mean it but i was just angry, i just pray that he understands that.

I walked to school and didn't see cas at his locker so i figured he would would be in his first period class. I walked down the hallway avoiding everyone at all cost, all I wanted to do right now was find cas.

When i sat down i looked around sadly because I didn't see him anywhere, i figured he wasn't coming to school today, so i decided after school i would go to his house to see him.

For the rest of the day my mind kept wandering to the same thought, what if he hurt himself, but i decided against it because he promised me that he wouldn't. That didn't help sooth the feeling in my gut that was telling me that something was wrong.

I went through the rest of the day as normal, even though it seemed like the longest day of my life.

When school was over i waited in the impala patiently for sam. When he walked out i noticed he was with Jessica and once sam saw me they hugged and he came in got in the passenger seat of baby.

"What's wrong" sam asked me probably noticing how jittery i was.

Nothing Sammy i responded not wanting to worry him with feeling. Ive never really been one to share my feeling with anyone...except Castiel he was special , he was the light at the end of my tunnel and if something happened to him i would never forgive myself.

With that thought lingering fresh in my mind i drove off, going above the speed limit but I didn't care i just wanted to see Cas as soon as possible.

Before i went to Cas's house i had to drop sam off first.

I dropped him off at our crappy house. "I'm going to a friends house" i said. I didn't even get a chance to listen to his answer before i was driving off, towards his house.

When i arrived at cas' house i knocked on the door. No answer. i started to get really worried.

I knocked again, this time slightly harder. Still no answer, i got really impatient so i turned the doorknob glad to see it was unlocked and i walked right in.

Cas POV - sorry for the mid chapter POV switch :(

I was laying in my small bed wearing the pajamas that dean had given me when i had slept over his house. I was wearing them because they reminded me of dean. I heard a knock on the door but honestly i was too tired and drunk to care, so i just ignored the repeated knocks.

I thought i heard someone walk in but i really didn't care.

Then suddenly i heard footsteps outside my door. There's only two people that could be i thought starting to look over at the door. I was currently sitting in a ball with my knees pulled up too my chest.

I heard a familiar voice say " cas its me are you in there."

No it couldn't be him there's only one person who calls me cas. It was him.

It was dean, when i heard his voice it made me want to run up to him and kiss his soft, pink lips and run my hand through his soft brown hair while i stare into his unrealistically green eyes, but i couldn't, i couldn't let myself fall for again.

Tears started to build up in my eyes threading to spill out but I wouldn't let them.

I just took another sip of the liquor that i had in my hand and when i finally decide to look up, i noticed him, Dean Winchester was standing at the door.

I couldn't bring myself to look him in the eyes because i knew if i looked into his forest green eyes id forget about everything.

The main thing i would forget about it is the promise i had made to myself which was to not fall for him.

Dean had that affect on you, the affect where when you looked into his eyed your heart fluttered and your spine tingled. When you smell his cheap cologne it would leave you thinking about him all day, and that smile, it made everything in the room lighten up, it's contagious.

That's why i couldn't look at him.