You Saved Me

5

Cas, not for nothing but the last person who looked at me like that got laid. (Dean : 5.18)

What happened to you Cas?" Dean said with tears threatening to spill out of his eyes. Cas looked down at his hospital gown not sure how to answer the question.

"What happened" he said sterner but still loving.

Why did he care was the only thought that went through my mind.

Dean sat down on the hospital bed and put his hand on Castiel's his thumb stroking up and down his hand

"Please tell me cas, please was it my fault" tears were now rapidly falling from Dean's eyes.

"No" Cas said quickly "it wasn't you, dont ever think for a second that it was, Crowley had beat me up and i dont know i Guess i was feeling down and I didn't want to live anymore".

Words were starting to get stuck in Cas's throat as he started to realize what actually had happened.

Before Cas could get too into his thoughts Dean pressed a soft kiss to his lips and Cas kissed back. It felt like the kiss went on forever when in reality it lasted only a few short seconds.

Dean pulled away first and they just sat there staring into each other's eyes, when finally the doctor walked in.

"Castiel you can go home tonight but i would like to recommend some therapy cla—" Cas cut her off.

"I dont need your therapy classes" and with that he walked out the hospital room and he could feel Dean's eyes lingering on his back.

Dean ran up in front of Cas and put his hand on his chest to stop Cas from walking. "Are we going to talk about what happened" Dean said looking at Cas concerned.

Cas tried to go around Dean but he just moved over. "Whats wrong Cas."

Castiel just broke down and started crying and Dean brought him in for a hug.

Cas's head was on Dean's shoulder and his hands were on Cas's back. When Castiel calmed down enough Dean wiped the tears from his face and said "lets go."

Dean took Cas to his car and he got in the passenger seat while Dean got in the driver seat. They started driving and when Cas looked out the window he noticed that they had passed his house.

"Where are we going" Cas said curiously looking at dean.

"It's a surprise" he said keeping his eyes on the road but Castiel could hear the way his voice got happier. For the rest of the drive they were silent.

About twenty minutes later they arrived at a clearing. They got out the car and dean started walking so Cas followed him, kind of memorized at how beautiful this place was.

Once they stopped walking Cas looked up and was absolutely in awe by what he saw. They were on a cliff overlooking the ocean. Waves were crashing against the jagged rockets. And the moon looked like something strait out of a werewolf movie.

"This is where i go to clear my mind, do you like it" Dean said turning away from the ocean to face Cas.

"I love it" Cas said while staring strait into deans bright green eyes. They sat down on the bench that was on the cliff and we talked about all of our problems.

"Just promise me you'll never do anything like that ever again" Dean said glancing at my wrist.

"I promise" Cas said and that was a promise that he fully intend to keep.

Eventually they started walking back to the impala. They got in and dean put on the radio and ac/dc came on.

Cas started singing the lyrics to the song and dean shouted "you like rock" over the music, and Castiel just nodded my head yeah.

They drove to Cas's house listening to rock music the whole way and when they arrived at the house dean turned off the music and said "bye Cas, be safe.

"About earlier when you asked if i wanted to talk about the kiss... this is what i have to say about it" Cas didn't even know what he was doing but he knew that he liked...no that he loved Dean Winchester.

His heart started to beat faster and faster when finally his lips met Deans. Cas smelt deans cologne as he was kissing him. His lips were soft and tender at the same time.

They both pulled away and Cas rubbed his neck in embarrassment. "Bye dean" Cas said getting out of the car and walking into his house.

Cas went upstairs but not before noticing his drunk mother passed out on the couch.

He went into his room as quietly as possible making sure not to wake her. Cas laid down just now realizing that it was past midnight.

As soon as his head hit the pillow he was asleep, happy for the first time in a long time.

A/N
Omg destiel is finally starting to happen. I hope you liked it. I know I'm a terrible writer but I'm getting better.