You Saved Me

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Dean POV

I just stood at his door frame, my body filled with complete shock. I didn't know what to do. The nerdy, kind hearted Castiel was siting on his bed. Drunk. I may not have known cas for that long but if there's one thing i knew, it was that he wasn't the type to drink.

That wasn't the only problem though. The biggest problem was that his face looked like it had been drained off all hope, his eyes which were previously an ocean blue went dull almost looking grey.

I slowly walked closer, noticing that he was avoiding my gaze.

"Cas" was the only word that i let escape my lips. "What happened to you!" I asked even though i already knew the answer.

"You" he mumbled slurred. I could tell he was crying even though he wasn't looking at me.

That one word pierced through my body and went strait to my heart shattering it. I was now thinking maybe I shouldn't have came, but i was the one who did this to him, so i had to be the one to fix him.

This is probably how i made him feel yesterday i thought to myself, and that made me feel worse which I didn't even know was possible. I hadn't realized how bad i had screwed up until this moment.

"I'm, sorry Angel" i said to him as i sat down next to him on the edge of the bed. I put a comforting hand on his back and a silent tear fell down my pale cheeks when he pulled away.

"Don't" he said almost angrily, "don't call me that."

CAS POV

" dont call me that" i said to Dean as I pulled away from his touch.

"Castiel can you please look at me." Dean said and his voice was now shaky like he was holding back tears.

I slowly looked up at his emerald green eyes for the first time since he'd came. My mind was starting to get foggy from all of the achohol, i had consumed, but i couldn't deny that when i looked into his perfect eyes and saw how pained they were i felt bad.

It made my heart hurt, so i went to take another sip of the liquor, but before i could take another drink dean took the bottle from me and put it on the bedside table.

I was too numb to care, i couldn't even think. I didn't hear the rest of what dean was axing.

Before i knew it Dean was tucking me in, but i couldn't really see his face because it was hazy. I had a moment of clarity when I looked in his eyes and man did his stare send shivers down my spine.

Before i went to sleep I thought a little.

Was i over reacting ? Was i being stupid? I finally had someone who truly cares for me, was i willing to just throw that all away over one fight?

The last thought that went through my mind before i went to sleep was... shit, i let myself fall for him again.

Then my eyes drifted closed and everything went black, i was asleep.

The only reason this chapter is so short is because i have school, I'm only 13 and I'm in 8th grade but i have to take a lot of tests and I'm in advanced classes, but I still wanted to post a chapter for you guys :]