You Saved Me

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dean POV

I woke up to the sound of a camera going off and I groaned. I slowly opened my eyes to see everyone huddled behind Charlie who was taking pictures of Cas and me on her phone while repeatedly saying "ship it."

I rubbed my eyes as I carefully sat up because cas was still sleep next to me.

"Want some breakfast," Charlie asked directed towards the whole group. there was a series of "yes's" and "yeah's" before everyone started walking upstairs to eat.

I shook cas trying to wake him up. I couldn't help but notice how peaceful when he looked when he slept. he looked as if all his worries and pain were washed away.

He finally woke up and I could immediately tell he wasn't a morning person. he seemed very angry. "come on let's get breakfast." I said as I got up and started walking upstairs cas right behind me.

When we got up there Charlie's mom had already made breakfast so everyone was already eating. we went and joined them, me and cas sitting next to Charlie and beefy. when we were finished eating everyone started to go home.

Once I and cas got back to my house we immediately went to my room, where we sat on the bed and watched a movie.

"Cas, I'm boreddd"

"cassss"

"Casssssssssss"

"Fine come on" cas finally said after about ten minutes of me bugging him. we decided to go to the park. we didn't have to take a car since the park was in walking distance.

We walked hand in hand just mainly Sherlock. when we got there cas immediately went to the swings and I chuckled at how childish he acted some times.

"Push me", he said pleadingly.

"ok," I said as I walked over to him with a stupidly wide grin on my face. when he got off the swing, we sat there talking and when the sun was going down he finally pulled me in for a kiss, it was a small one but emotion poured through it.

Suddenly Cas's phone went off signaling he got a text. he pulled away to read it, I watched as his eyes trailed the message his face getting paler and paler. I saw the tears that were threading to spill from his eyes.

"Cas," I said putting my hand on his. he yanked it away with a pained expression on his face. he ran off but I caught up to him putting my hands on each of his shoulders so he couldn't run.

"talk to me" it hurt me so much to see him like this. he broke down and he started crying. I didn't want to pressure him right now so I just held him and let him cry.

After he calmed down we walked back to my house and sat in my room.

"what happened angel"

"I don't want to talk about it" he responded laying down in a tight ball on the bed, shaking. I just laid down next to him and put my arm around him cuddling.

We both stayed like that for a while until I realized he was asleep when I got up and changed into my pajamas, which just consisted of some plaid pants, then got back in bed next to Cas and went to sleep.

It was in the middle of the night when I woke up to someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and raised it was cas and he looked very distraught.

"Dean i... I have the urge to cut," he said stuttering multiple times as he said that. I was just glad that he woke me up instead of actually doing it, this was progress.

"its alright Angel," I said wrapping him in a tight hug. I trailed kisses down his jaw then back up to his mouth.

"just go back to sleep I'm right here," I said as I laid cas back down. I put my arm around him as his head rested on my shoulder and I rested my head on his chest. eventually, his breathing steadied and I knew he was asleep.

I was thinking about the text cas had got Earlier and I was dying to know what it was. hopefully, he'd tell me tomorrow.