You Saved Me

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Cas POV

The next morning I woke up an unfamiliar place. 'Where was I', I thought worriedly. I tried to sit up but an agonizing pain shot through my rib cage which made me let out a cry and then I fell back onto the couch.

"You alright angel" I heard Dean say as he lifted his head up off the floor. He looked amazing in the morning with his bed head and his deep gruffly voice it kind of turned me on.

Then I remembered our kiss last night and I started thinking about it, maybe it was just a spur of the moment thing. That thought made me want to kill myself. "Can you take me home?" I asked dean because it was Saturday and we didn't have school.

"Sure" he responded disappointed.

It took me a while to walk to the Impala due to my injuries and it was so bad I asked the dean to take me to the hospital.

They said I didn't have any broken bones so the pain should go away in a few days and then the doctor gave me a bottle of pain killers, and he told me that I was not supposed to take more than three a day.

Dean then took me home, but before I got out of the car I asked him a question. "Do you like me"

"Of course I like you Cas" he responded.

"No, like in a more than just friends type of way, "I said looking down blushing but I was silently wishing that he would say yes.

"Yeah I think I do," he said.

Ok, I responded opening the door about to step out when I heard deans voice. "Cas wait"I turned around and felt his lightly chapped lips against mine, he put his hand on my face to caress my cheek as he deepened the kiss.

We both pulled away at the same time. "I love you, Angel," he said in a whisper so quiet it was barely audible.

"I love you too, green eyes" I responded as I was getting out of the car before Dean drove away he told me to call him if I needed anything and I just nodded my head and walked up to the front doorstep.

I walked in, and I was my mom standing there with a beer in one hand in a bat in the other. I tried thinking of ways that I could avoid her, but there was nothing I could do.

" why do you hate me," I asked her, trying to stall.

"You're the reason my life is so terrible, you pathetic fag." It's one thing hearing a bully call you pathetic and worthless but when it's your mom it hurts a hell of a lot worse.

I just slowly backed up hoping she was too drunk to notice me and I ran out of the door, but not before a felt a pain on the back of my head, and heard glass shattering on the floor.

I ran not particularly knowing where I was going. I stopped at a nearby park doing to the pain I was feeling, and the fact that I was starting to get dizzy.

I put my hand on the back of my head and wasn't surprised when blood came off on my hand. I wanted to call Dean, I really did but I figured it was best if I let him rest for once.

I was feeling really bad so I took the bottle of painkillers out of my pocket and downed four, even though the doctor told me not to take more than three a day.

They just made me feel better, they helped me get rid of my anxiety and sort of escape this world.

I just sat there on the park bench all night and at one point I drifted to sleep. I woke up to someone shaking my shoulder " you can't sleep here, sir"

I opened my eyes and they immediately squinted due to the sun. Then I noticed the person who was shaking me was a police officer.

"Sorry" I responded getting up and walking not in any particular direction. I checked my phone and noticed it was almost time for school.

I didn't want to go to school and change or wash the blood out of my hair so I just figured I would go to school like this and hoped that Dean wouldn't notice.

When I got to school no one was paying any attention to me as normal, and I didn't know why but I felt really dizzy.

I opened the pain killers And took two, immediately satisfied with the results.

I saw Dean get out of the Impala and he walked over to me. " hey Cas" he said walking next to me.

"Hey Dean," I said trying to sound as enthusiastic as possible.

"I see you didn't change last night," the dean said looking slightly concerned. "Yeah I was just tired I guess." I lied.

He walked me into the building and I went to my locker while he went to go do something with his brother Sam.

I'm pretty sure he was just walking him to his class.

When I turned around I saw Crowley standing there. Just great. "Where's your little boyfriend," he asked and I turned to walk away not wanting to deal with this.

That's when Azazel stepped in front of me and I knew I was trapped. His fist collided with my face and then I felt a thick substance drip, I knew it was blood.

Then Crowley kicked my leg from behind which caused me to immediately collapse. I hit my head on the ground really hard.

I couldn't think because my head was hurting so bad and I couldn't feel anything I was numb. I started to gain feeling back when I noticed people were staring at me as the bully's walked away.

No one stopped to help but they all gave me sympathetic looks.

I got up slowly and walked to the school nurse, she cleaned most of the blood that was on my face and I was just left with a bruised stomach and a black eye.

I was so glad that she didn't ask what happen. She gave me an ice pack to put on my head before I left.

I got to my first-period class a few minutes late and as soon as I walked in everyone's eyes were on me, including Dean's.

When The teacher cleared her throat I took my usual seat next to him. " what happened" he asked me the anger evident in his voice.

"Crowley and Azazel," I told him and I suddenly put my head on the desk due to a wave of dizziness that hit me.

" meet me in the bathroom after class" I heard dean whisper in my ear.

I nodded, and let my thought wander about what he might want to go to the bathroom for ;)