Autumn [MYG]

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"My name is Hazel... Moon Hazel" we shook hands. Namjoon's hand wrapped around mine like a blanket, it was no joke his hand was so big compared to mine.

 "So what do you major in?" he questioned, we let go of each other's hands and I pushed them into my pockets.

"I'm an undecided major, but I think I may choose to be in the Music department and do music producing", he nodded his head and then spoke "I entered into business because my parents wanted me to follow their footsteps and earn good money. I wanted to do music though but knowing my parents they wouldn't allow it". 

Korean parents are literally a different story. Even though my mom supported me in wanting to do music, she hesitated at first and after much difficulty in convincing her to allow me to do music. However, I was still unsure of what I wanted to do so I came undecided to university. I knew what Namjoon felt.

"My mom too... she didn't think it was much of a good idea", I laughed awkwardly.

"What about your dad? Did he support it?", I opened my mouth but I ended up sighing. "I don't know, he left before telling me," I said softly

"Oh... I'm sorry, I must have hit a big nail there" I shook my head "No you didn't it's alright besides its been a few years now since he's been asleep"

"Asleep?"

"Yeah, he's been in the hospital for some time now", the announcer came on 

"Good afternoon, we have arrived in Gangnam. You may exit the train", I grabbed my book bag and stood up. 

"I guess this is my exit", I patted my skirt down and gave a smile to him "See you around school... um, Sunbae?" he waved his hands "You can drop formalities, I'll see you later then Hazel". I nodded and briskly walked out of the train. I took one last glance at him and the doors closed. I made my way downstairs and out to the streets facing the university. The tall white but modern building stood pridefully whilst students walked in and out. Out in the millions, I recognized one person. 

Min Yoongi.

I took a step forward but hesitated.

"To you, he isn't a friend, I can see it in your eyes. Whatever it is that you're feeling it isn't good. You just met him, Hazel, don't do this to yourself".

I recalled what Hoseok said earlier, what was I really feeling towards him? I clutched the strap of my book bag and headed to where Yoongi was. He had earbuds on and was wearing a black baseball shirt and black jeans. I reached out and touched his shoulder to which he stopped walking and looked to his left. His eyes gazed at me and then with a sudden realization he took out one earbud. "Hey" he greeted

"Hey, Yoongki" I smiled "Where are you going?" I asked

"To class," he said, I chuckled and nudged his shoulder lightly "Obviously you dork, which class?"

"I have music theory right now from 11:00 to 13:00" he mildly stated "Oh that's nice, I'm going to engineering and mixing"

"You're majoring in music production?" Yoongi curiously asked and I nodded "Well somewhat, I'm an undecided major but I want to be a musical therapist when I'm older so, for now, that's what I'm heading to" 

"I see..." We continued walking to the lobby of the music building "How come I have never seen you here before if we're both doing music?"

"Well, I transferred from a college in Daegu to here, my parents thought this was a better university", I nodded my head.

"So then you must know that our department is participating in the festival this year with a booth then", he rummaged through his bag looking for something "Unfortunately so," he said with a sigh.

"Are you participating?" I questioned

"I might, but I don't know, it really just depends on how I'm feeling that day" He stated

"Oh.. Its Yoongki hyung" I heard another voice from behind me. 

A new face appeared beside me, a guy with a boxed smile dressed in a brown coat, black shirt, and black Adidas pants. "And with a girl!" he exclaimed.

"Seriously Taehyung, can you be any louder?" Yoongi sarcastically asked

"Fortunately for you, I can be" He looked at me "So hyung are you going to introduce me to your lady friend?", my eyes widened.

I have really bad manners.

"I'm so sorry," I apologized and extended my hand "My name is Moon Hazel and I'm a colleague of Yoongi here"

"Ahh," he grasped my hand,

"Its a pleasure to meet you, my name is Kim Taehyung a long time friend of Yoongi here"