Autumn [MYG]

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The party definitely didn't turn out the way I thought, the boys, well, I looked around and saw Namjoon drunkenly holding onto Jin saying something about breaking a vase at home and that his mother would kill him if she found out. I got off my seat after finishing my canned coke and went inside the house where it was empty. 

At least I thought it was

The sound of a melodic tune resonated the empty house, curiously I walked towards it. I paused right outside a door that was open ajar, the same room that Yoongki and I used for our lesson earlier this week. A tall silhouette, I couldn't see much but his phone was bright in the darkness. His voice sounds like that one of an angel and I couldn't bring myself from moving away from my spot.

As if on cue, he stopped singing and put his phone down letting out a sigh and turned to look at the door. I almost gasped and I quickly moved to my left so he wouldn't see me,  he shuffled around and flipped the light on. 

"You know, I saw you, you can come out now Hyung"

Jesus Christ, how did he notice me so fast?

I moved away from my spot slowly and gave him an awkward smile, his doe brown eyes widened when he saw me. 

"You-", he said in shock at least he wasn't nervous to look at me anymore. Well, he is more shocked than anxious...

"I'm sorry, I heard you singing and I thought it was pretty. I saw you here but I didn't want to interrupt you", I felt too embarrassed to look at him so I ended up staring down at his shoes. "It's alright", he paused and was about to speak again until a loud voice resonated that house.

"Hazel!" I turned around and saw a drunk Yoongki holding onto Jin who was trying to not let him fall. "Can you take care of Yoongki for me? I have Namjoon outside as well"

"No problem!" I made my way to Seok Jin's side and wrapped my arm around Yoongki's waist to hold onto him. I was surprised when I noticed how light he was, I pulled him through until we made it to the couch around the corner. I laid him slowly down on the cushions and looked around to see if Seok Jin was done getting Namjoon but he seemed to be having trouble getting him to even stand up. Namjoon threw his hands up and like a little kid started throwing a tantrum, I almost laughed at the sight, it something you would not expect from a person like Joon. 

I felt something wrap around my waist and tug me down. I would have fallen if it wasn't for my fast reflexes, I was on top of Yoongi with my arms on either side of his head. He gazed at me, his eyes were mysterious, I could never tell what he was thinking or how he was feeling. He pushed himself up so I was sitting in between his legs, without hesitation his lips landed on mine. 

For a moment I forgot to breathe, my hands were in the air, I didn't know what to do. However, I wanted more, and as crazy as that sounded I pulled him closer to me, his hands grazing my arms sending electricity up my spine. 

I should have pushed him away, I knew that, but I couldn't bring myself to. He was drunk and he was kissing me but I didn't want to move away. Our lips molded together as if it was meant to be, my hands pulled his hair softly and he let out a soft groan. 

He caught my lip in between his teeth and tugged lightly, I sighed, grabbed onto his shirt, and pushed myself away from him. I was out of breath and a million thoughts flew in my mind as I was regretting what I had just done. I quickly got off the couch, my cheeks burned with embarrassment as the slide door slid loudly, and out came Jin hauling Namjoon. 

"Can you freaking relax?! I'm the one dragging your drunk ass down to your room and you're treating me as if I'm some kind of baggage!" Jin pulls Joon through the hallway and goes upstairs, I didn't know what happened next but I heard a door slam open and a lot of things falling along the way. 

"Hazel-" As if Yoongi came into realization of what happened he begins to speak "I-" before he said anything, my phone rang and I looked at the caller ID.

Hoseok

I picked up the call, "Hello?" I said

"Hazel, your mom is at home..."

"Say what?" I questioned "Your mom is at home and she's not doing good"

Shit, this woman leaves me to die a few days ago and now she's coming to my apartment as if it's her property. Getting high and drunk, leaving me to pick up the pieces of her broken heart as if that was going to make dad wake up from his sleep and out of the hospital as if nothing happened. 

"I'm on my way..." I looked around to tell someone I was leaving but I didn't see anyone other than Yoongi who was beside me, it seemed as if he was on high alert now. 

"Tell Jin that I'm leaving to go home, I have..." I stopped myself "I have a problem...", I headed towards the front door and opened it. 

"Let me go with you" I heard Yoongi speak up, I turned around and hesitated. My phone buzzed, and I looked at the screen. A message from Hoseok came in saying that Mother was on the edge of her breaking point. I looked at Yoongi once again, my heart fluttering.

"Okay..."

I honestly wasn't sure if I was making the right choice but- 

I needed him.