IDOL - BTS x SEVENTEEN x GOT7 x Reader

Chapter twenty

After dinner, most of us went to our rooms. The majority of the members, unlike me, had actually done something with their day and were exhausted. Realising my un-productiveness, I decided to continue writing the lyrics for my album title song.

Homework? Forget it.
School? Classes? Forget it.
Hard work? Good grades? Forget it, forget it, forget it all now.
I live to do what I love.
Don't mislead me, I've chosen my path.
All the others ones lead to dead ends.

I'm in my element.
Where nothing can stop me.
Where I can be me.
This is what I'm meant to be.

All my childhood,
Molded to be a doctor, lawyer and banquer.
Forget it.
I'm a free spirit.
I live to do what I love.
Don't misguide me, I chose myself.
My passion is my light in the dark.

I knew I couldn't compare my lyrics to Suga's or Woozi's or RM's but I still was quite proud. And they weren't perfect yet. I just knew this was the idea I wanted to express. If I'd have a saying in my album's title, I already had one in mind. I took out one of my older songs from my newly organised desk.

Dreams come true...
Princesses, fairies and kings don't exist,
But dreams sure do.
...
My will is strong
I'll find where I belong
Just tell my own tale.
Even though magic is not real
I believe in fate
And in myself.
It led me to where I am now.
The top of the world, side by side with you.
...

I wrote the last three lines, concluding the song. While I was writing, I thought of my new oppas and decided to dedicate this song to them and all of my sunbaenims. I was satisfied since I almost had two tracks for my album almost ready to be recorded, which I had proudly self produced. Now I just had to hope that the others would approve them.

I lied on my bed, daydreaming about the day I would have an album, a lightstick, concerts, and most importantly fans. What would be my fandom name? I had no idea. Maybe I was dellusional... What if people don't like me? If they hate on me? If I'm not famous? According to my CEOs, I was going to be a major star in the industry, but they could be wrong.
I had to stop thinking about negative things. I had 27 idols taking care of me, an incredible manager, Twice apparently having my back,... I was the luckiest person in the world. With that mindset I brushed my teeth and washed my face, careful not to be too noisy for Jungkook and Jin who were probably already sleeping.
I fell on the soft bed after putting on my pyjamas and immediately fell asleep. I didn't even dream. Why would I? My life itself was a dream.

...

The next morning I was woken up by a touch on my shoulder. I was a very light sleeper and would wake up at the slightest mouvement or noise. This time, I was so surprised I almost let out a small shriek... until I saw the person in the front of me. Jin. I rolled my eyes. Would he always be the one waking me up?
"Today, we're doing something special..." he said.