a/n:unedited enjoy reading God Bless!
"Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord, the fruit of the womb a reward. Like arrows in the hand of a warrior are the children of one's youth. Blessed is the man who fills his quiver with them! He shall not be put to shame when he speaks with his enemies in the gate." –Psalm 127:3-5
Chapter 20
Pumalinlang sa buong paligid ang kantang Tagpuan. I was holding the boquet of Roses as I slowly walking down the aisle. I am containing myself not to cry. This is our moment I never thought we will ended here para itong pangarap na natupad. Akala ko dati habang buhay akong magiging bitter pero mabait pa rin si Lord sa akin maybe he just give us a Love test kung gaano kalalim ang pag mamahalan naming ni Zane sa isa't-isa and I am very much thankful to my husband to be dahil hindi niya ako sinukuan. Zane is not a perfect man,he has so many flaws and insecurity ., wala namang taong perfect eh. But his imperfection make him the husband to be I want his imperfection makes him the whole package I want hindi siya si Zane ko kung hindi siya possessive at seloso hindi siya si Zane ko pag hindi siya paranoid malaman lang na wala ako sa tabi niya. I embrace all of him walang regret. Dahil hindi ko siya minahal dahil lang sa gwapo siya at mayaman but because of his character his attitude and the most important thing is the way the words and the actions he is showing lalong lalo na sa pagapaparamdam at pagpapakita niya ng pagmamahal sa akin at sa magiging anak namin.
Zane did hurt me break me and leave me but he remains in love, faithful and willing to wait for the right time to come para sa amin. Minsan niya na ring sinabi sa akin na para daw akong pagkain sa Jollibee yung tipong takam na takam ka ng kainin pero tatanungin ka pa ng cashier 15 minutes pa po maluluto ang chicken eh willing to wait po?. Pero dahil nga gustong gusto mo kahit umabot pa yata ng 1 hour na pag iintay gagawin mo, nung narinig ko yun tawa ako ng tawa lokong lalaking to gawin ba naman ang manok! Hahaha but reliazation striked me dun ko na intindihan na I was like a bird he free me in oder for me to soar high and fly to learn to spread my wings on my own. Kaya hindi na tuloy ako makapag hintay na pakasalan siya. This time he don't need to wait anymore coz I will be coming on time.for him only in him.
Di, di ko inakalang
Darating din sa akin
Nung ako'y nanalangin kay bathala
Naubusan ng bakit
Bakit umalis nang walang sabi?
Bakit di siya lumaban kahit konti?
Bakit di maitama ang tadhana?
I saw my husband in his white tuxedo tears are in his eyes. Rinig ko pa ang kantyaw ng mga kabigan niya but he doesn't care his eyes glue on me as he continue to wipe his tears gusto ko tuloy malaman ang iniisip niya ngayon how does he feels, gustong gusto ko tuloy lapitan siya ng mabilis yakapin at pugpugin ng mga halik.
At nakita kita sa tagpuan ni bathala
May kinang sa mata na di maintindihan
Tumingin kung saan
Sinubukan kong lumisan
At tumigil ang mundo
Nung ako'y ituro mo
Siya ang panalangin ko
I caress my slightly bulging tummy 'See that baby! That big boy who is waiting and crying that is your Dad your Daddy he love us so much baby,! Look at that he is so handsome right!?kahit tumutulo ang uhog sa ilong hihihihi pogi pa rin at mahal na mahal natin anak' Pagkakausap ko sa anak habang dahan dahan kaming lumalapit pa punta sa kaniyang ama.
