All I want is to be happy, why is that so hard?
I fail to understand why this awful feeling won't go away.
It feels as if there's a thick back slime filling up my body,
it hurts like knives poking my skull,
it numbs any hope or passion
and leaves me empty and cold.
I promise you
I'm trying to have common sense,
and I promise
that I'm trying to clean up this mess,
And I promise
I tried to save myself
but there is nothing left.
I am dripping inside with with this black
awful rain
If I tell you I'm fine, will you send me your flames
It's not like it matters either way
If I'm somehow alive for one more day
I'd just wish for the rest of me to fade
The rest of me is emptiness and pain
All I want is to be happy, why is that so hard?
To kill this awful feeling I'll do anything whatever it takes.
If I could feel some warmth some radiance or love inside me,
If only the emptiness was gone
I want this existence to die
And leave this awful hopeless life.
I'm promising
That tomorrow will be better
And I promise
This day will turn out to be better
And I promise
I'll try saving myself again
But there is nothing left
I am dripping inside with with this black awful rain
If I tell you I'm fine, will you send me your flames
It's not like it matters either way
If I'm somehow alive for one more day
I'd just wish for the rest of me to fade
The rest of me is emptiness and pain
I am dying inside a dark abyss, looking for my happiness
If stay silent any more, how will you hurt me through locked doors
I've fallen apart in a black hole, my life's been swallowed whole
If stay silent any more, how will you see me through locked doors
If I can live on one more day, I'll wish this to fade away:
All my emptiness and pain
But what's left of me is emptiness and pain
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13 Poems
PoetryA collection of poems I have written over the past few years. Each poem is paired with a piece of my artwork. Please don't steal or take credit for any of my artwork. More or my art can be seen on my tumblr @edge-impulse2 Or at my instagram accou...
