I Regret

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Tonight as i sit dripping in the rain
Hiding from the burning streetlights
Running from myself
Thinking about you
I'm Alone in the shadows,
Watching a lonely night sky
Can I be happy one last time
Can I find the way away from you
Would I regret
Hanging all of my emotions
Like I'm hating myself
I'm slowly slipping into this madness
Caused by my anxiety
jumping off a roof and surviving somehow
If tie a noose around my thoughts
Would it get you out of my head
Can slaughter this depression
taking my life away with a pen
If I decide to draw my final breath
Before I should be close to death
What would I regret?
Tonight as I sit drenched in my pain.
Crying in bitter desperation
Forgetting your face
You're away from this sadness
So happy now that I'm sad
Can I reach a happy end
Can I find the way away from you
Would I regret
Hanging all of my emotions
Like I'm hating myself
I'm slowly slipping into this madness
Caused by my anxiety
jumping off a roof and surviving somehow
If tie a noose around my thoughts
Would it get you out of my head
Can slaughter this depression
taking my life away with a pen
If I decide to draw my final breath
Before I should be close to death
What would I regret
If I decide to paint my casket
Before I'm buried in the dirt
What would I regret
Would a noose be the only way to let my feelings loose
Would I love to watch and see as my pain ends up drowning me
Wouldn't I love to see what I would regret.

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