Dangerous World

Special Chapter

Rita's POV
    As I went to sleep after the girls left I had the weirdest dream which woke me up crying. I didn't know what to do, so I locked myself in the bathroom and let the water run in the shower. You know nothing crazy, but when I'm in the shower it is very therapeutic. I don't know why, but this dream got me hard and it got me thinking. It all started when I was just having a good time, in my dream of course. Then all of a sudden everyone I loved that was in my dream started to slowly stab me in the back leaving me with deep scars. It was like my loving angels turning into devils. It was like someone controlled my dreams and they left a secret message for me by telling me to be careful who I trust. I don't know if I should listen to my dreams. All I know is that time goes by faster than the speed of light and I won't waste it looking back on my shoulders. The only thing that hurt was it was my own family stabbing me in the back hurting me when they meant to help and by family I don't just mean my mom I mean people like dad and I am also afraid if I trust Calvin more than I should he might stab me in the back as well. It just makes you wonder sometimes do people who try to help you not get hurt always be the ones that get you hurt in the end. I couldn't stop thinking. I started to cry because I know as a kid growing up I would constantly think about life and one day I got a headache and that day I was on the phone with an old friend who I lost one day, her name was ash, what a coincidence how I know two people named ash that I will explain just now, but we talked my headache was a blur to me but when I hung up it hurt a lot, but I didn't think at all about life and when I went to sleep it was the first good sleep I ever got without overthinking on life. Back to the ash thing, I don't know but sometimes I get the feeling that what if both of them were the same person I know now, would it ever be possible. This is a crazy world I began to find out a lot about so right now anything is possible. I just don't know life has me thinking, but as long as I say to myself I am stronger than you think and I can pull through this in my own I will be fine, at least I hope I will.

Quick side note hopes you all enjoy may not be publishing as much, but I will try. Tomorrow is my best friends Sebi's birthday so I dedicate it to both Sebi and Ashlei(UnknownOofer )I also dedicate it to lia(lia162 )and Cynthia(WDWCNCOMIXER ). They are great people who inspire me sometimes without knowing it go follow them. Well, goodnight love you guys so much bye. ❤️💕😴😴❤️💕