Dangerous World

The truth

Rita's POV

I woke up the next morning hoping things would have been different, sadly it wasn't I had stopped eating and usually I would eat a lot. I guess this week all the pain finally got to me. It hurts a lot and I'm so afraid of asking for help. "What do I do"? I ask myself over and over.

Calvin: Hey, you ok?
Rita: Huh?... Oh.. yea.
Calvin: You know if something is wrong you can tell me.
Rita: I know but some things aren't meant to be said. I just feel lost. As lost as stitch felt when he ran from lilo.
Calvin: Love the metaphor, but still you can tell me anything I won't judge and you should be embraced to tell me. Cry if you want to instead let me help you I know you can handle things by yourself but sometimes it is good to ask for help.
Rita: What happens if I don't want to ask for help because I want to prove to myself I'm strong so I can do everything on my own.
Calvin: Well then you tell yourself I don't know who the fuck you think you are but I'm Rita and I know I'm strong and nothing is wrong with asking for a little bit of help. Ever hear the saying a little goes a long way.
Rita: yea.
Calvin: So imma ask again. You ok?
Rita: No, ever since that thing happened with your father a lot happened and I don't know why but I feel like I'm broken and ash told me once that I'm so strong nothing can break me. Maybe she was right but what if she isn't. I really hope she is I know this happened a while ago, but the nightmares are coming back it is like he is in my head and instead of physically hurting me he is mentally hurting me you know. People are just so fucked up. I don't know how I survived and I don't want anything to happen again in my dreams you guys turn on me or sometimes you guys die trying to protect me and I just got you guys back I don't want to lose you guys I want to have a happy journey in my life with you guys not without you. We just got into a relationship and I really love you you are my everything you make me laugh when I'm mad or sad. Like I could say I feel like I can't smile anymore but somehow you know how to make me smile. I feel like I'm saying a lot but this is how I feel. What he did hurt I saw things. He hit me I could hear my bones crack he made me see things I didn't want to see he said he could make them happen and I didn't want that because he... he did things that were brutal he let one of the guards in at night and you don't know how much I wished it was a dream, but he let him rape me I tried it fight back but he tase red me every time and I felt like all my powers were gone because I was too weak all the blood in my body was gone he starved me but only for a couple days. I hate him. He killed a little boy in front of me because I couldn't kill him. How could he do that? Why did he do that? He hurt someone so young I didn't think it was possible for someone to do that to a kid I wish it wasn't. I watched as the boy deteriorated lying next to me he deserved better he should've killed me.

Calvin's POV

She didn't deserve this as she was telling me her story she was in tears. I didn't know what to do at this point I was angry all I want to do is kill him but I can't.

Calvin: Hey none of this is your fault that boy is probably alive that bastard could do a lot of tricks because of me and Jonathon. Nothing that happened your there was your fault they were illusions. My dad doesn't have guards, but he has the power to make illusions and make them not just seem real, but there so real that you could also feel it so if he wanted to cause pain to you he would do that and when we get the chance to kill him we will. I'm sorry for what happened I wish I never left you I should've told you the whole truth and that is what I will do. Maybe tomorrow I'm going to take you out to dinner.
Rita: *sniffles* Thanks I really needed to hear that out loud and one question where the fuck do you find dinner other than The fucking palace.
Calvin: *laughs* Your adorable.
Rita: No I'm just hungry haven't been eating, but yea that too. *Shy cute smile*

At the restaurant:

Rita: 😳😳
Calvin: You like it?
Rita: Are you kidding I freaking LOVE it.
Calvin: Well guess what I own it.
Rita: 😳😳 Really?
Calvin: Yessum. I get a little amount of people her but it's ok. Today we are alone though got it to be like that because well I'm the owner.
Rita: Well I love you for it. *kisses him on the cheek*

Rita's POV

We ate dinner and from the glass view we saw the sunset. It was an amazing night glad I got to spend the whole day with him.

Calvin: Well we're back and you looked tired.
Rita: I am.
Calvin: Well goodnight. *pulls her in for a hug and kisses her forehead*.
Rita:*looks up at him and smiles* Goodnight and thanks for today. Love you.
Calvin:Love you too.