Dangerous World

Stop!!

As I was finally able to close my eyes the peaceful sleep I thought I was going to get ended up being the most unforgettable time of my life. It was a time where I had wished I wasn't paralyzed because when I was I ended up getting well um...r...raped. I screamed for him to stop, but he wouldn't. I couldn't breathe maybe it was because I was paralyzed and really couldn't do much, but this was way worse in these moments I had wished to be dead already, but I remembered I had something to fight for and before anything could get any farther than it already had my body was burning. The only thing is it was burning in a way that it would only hurt the nasty bastard that was on me and I wasn't paralyzed anymore and when I wasn't I made him pay. I unleashed all my anger and pain onto him to end up having him cry. I made sure to hurt him. The only thing that got me worried was that it wasn't who I thought it was. It was some other guy it wasn't the unknown guy who was the father of two guys I ended up loving, but one more than the other when in the end they were the same person. When I found out who the guy was I didn't know what to do but scream and then an explosion happened and it was colorful not in a good way nor in a bad way. What do I do know I don't know how I did that what is going on I know I have powers the only thing is I never really fully got details about them. I had my chance to run and that is what I did. The only thing that confused me was that when I ran faster than lighting he saw me and let me go. I found myself in my room and when I came out going to the living room everyone was there and as soon as they saw me they jumped right on top of me so happy to see me and then I remembered I had to tell them what happened and I did, but not all of it. When I finished telling them they let me go to my room I went to shower and after taking a nice room shower I came out wiped the foggy mirror and when I looked at the mirror I don't know if I saw myself. I closed my eyes and horrific images were flowing in my mind and when I opened my eyes I began to cry and I couldn't stop I just stood there hoping sooner or later everything would get better sooner or later. When I got into bed I couldn't sleep I knew I needed help but I don't feel like getting help because what I went through was something nobody should have to go through it was terrible I don't want it I can't have it. This is life though have to get used to it so I decided to try and use my magic and do something all that happened was a little bit of dust as if it was pixie dust, but in a color that was never noticed. What do I do know I want help so who do I go to. Shit, I forgot to go talk to Calvin and Johnathon. Ugh know I have to deal with this shit I'm going to die soon I know it. I hope Johnathon is still here he was here when I told everyone I feel a bit bad for him his life is such a fucking mess. Why can't god come down and help us all.