Dangerous World

Why?

Please, don't wake me up I'm not ready please, no! I'm sorry. Stop, why are you doing this? I did nothing wrong neither did they. STOP!!!
Calvin: Rita...Rita wake up.
Rita: huh
Calvin: Hey, it was just a dream ok your alright. I'm here.
Rita: how is that supposed to help?
Calvin: hey really.
Rita: what has to brighten my day up with the face you make when you know I'm adorable and can't do shit because I will end you.
Calvin: Really.
Rita: *whispers* No. yes really
In Rita's head: I'm so fucked aren't I.
Calvin: Yup
Rita: Huh? You heard that?
Calvin: Yes, I figured I would be more honest with you and yes I know you aren't dying I heard that too I also heard that you know you...
Rita: Oh well um.
Calvin: It is ok I think you should know I don't know if your mom told you but I can't read everyone's mind only yours because we have a special weird type of bond. Also I'm like kinda a shapeshifter and so are you.
Rita: kinda really and what do you mean I'm a shapeshifter is there anything else I should know. 
Calvin: It is going to be a long day, but first I have to tell you that Johnathon left he didn't say why I'm sure he will be back.
Rita: oh I'm sorry
Calvin: Don't be it isn't your fault I guess that guy told you everything so I will just tell you about your powers.
Rita: Why did you call him that guy and not say your dad.
Calvin: He isn't my father I could never be a son to a monster like him. If I ever believe one day that I am his son I don't think I will be able to live with myself knowing that yes, I do like you too and then all I thinks about if we ever date is that he hurt you.
Rita: Hey it isn't your fault you are so much better than him ok. And I'm ok perfectly fine.

As he sat on the edge of my bed I went close to him to give him a kiss on his cheek. He then told me everything about my powers and I was shocked. I didn't know how I should be taking all of this it is so hard especially since I just found out about this. The normal life was so much better you had nothing to worry about, but at the same time you did. I don't know why I'm not surprised I figured it out a little, but then I remembered that he told me I have a little person inside me that will help me, but I never saw them. When he told me about him I wasn't surprised at all I felt bad for him he told me his father isn't his father. I understand a little bit but not so much to why he kept it a secret. Does anyone else know about this? I think people do and when did he come here did he run or was this the big thing that got well can't say his father, but that guy did his son being taken away from him after his wife die make him so angry that he has to take his anger out on my mom. I have so many questions and I think he knows that he can hear me.

Calvin's POV
I didn't know what to say all I thought about was that kiss. I'm a man for gods sake what is wrong with me I have to keep it together. Thank god she didn't hear that she would've have a debate on the fact that I think I'm a man. I wish she did so I can tell her all about my feeling because somehow I'm afraid to, I don't even know why I feel like this. I have so much to say I can hear all her thoughts somehow she is blocking some when I didn't even tell her the way she could do that it is like the little person is wants me not to hear all. I heard what she was saying I don't want her to feel bad. I don't even want her to know how it feels and I wasn't taken she was right I ran away. The only thing is I need to know if I should tell her.