Dangerous World

Johnathon's Point of view

*Short chapter*
I saw her I don't know if she saw me, but when she went to that guy I knew she probably didn't until she came over. I hope everything goes as I planned I don't want to upset father. When she came and talked I felt the urge to kiss her, but I didn't because I didn't want her to think I'm crazy. Then a slow song came on and I asked her to dance as if we are at prom. When we went to dance I was surprised because she said she would love to. She is a very out going person and I love that about her. I'm surprised she isn't terrified of me, many people are. In that moment of pure happiness which was a first time thing I don't know what happened but I kissed her. Then in my mind I said "Yes!" because she kissed back then she pushed me away and ran. Through the night I wondered did I do something wrong. I would only know until later which is very long for me at least because I'm an impatient person. You would think I'm not due to the fact that I live in hell for now which is pretty slow always having to sit down and wait for people to die. To be honest it is fun, but I'm mainly impatient in this specific moment because it is really embarrassing, scary, and it made me have feelings ones I haven't ever felt. Even though I think I have felt it before it doesn't feel old, but new. I hope I did nothing wrong or my father will be ashamed and who knows what he will do.