The Flash

3

Authors note
If blood or suicide bothers you a lot, you can skip this chapter. It's not crazy serious, if you scroll to the very bottom of this chapter there a summary for the ones that don't want to read it.

Also, this is still the chapters of setting up the rest of the book, so don't get discouraged if it's not crazy interesting.

The best is soon to be here. :)

Chapter 3 ♡

"Emma, I love you, but you need to leave Greens, go out, have some fun." Ava said as we sat on my boring brown couch.

I love her, she's my bestfriend, but she always wants me to have fun. That's not a bad thing, but I'm just afraid of what will happen to me. What if someone found out about me, or worse, killed me. Would I come back?

"Please Emma, please leave Greens. I'm worried okay. You work too hard." Her eyes filled with consern. My mind flashed back to the guy with black hair to his shoulders. He looked at me the same way. Am I that see through?

"Okay." I whisperd as she jumped, practically squealing, pulling me into a hug. "Okay, okay." I laughed hugging back as my mind wondered. "Where do I even go?"

"That's up to you boo." She smiled letting me out of our hug. Her phone dinged as she jumped, "Oh, my rides here. Bye Emma." She gave me one more quick hug. "See you in a few." Her bright smile faded behind the door.

I pulled my laptop off of the table and pushed it open, research time.
'Where to go on vacation.' My fingers typed through the keyboard.
'Hawaii'
'Florida'
'England'
'Europe'
I shook my head as I didn't want to travle far.

'Map.' I typed as I allowed my location. It showed all the cities here and nerby. 'Gotham City' 'Star City' 'Smallville' then my eyes landed on, 'Central City'. The last one sounded calm and relaxed. Great for a nice time out.

I packed clothes, hairbrushes, hairbows, and a bathing suit if I ever went swimming. Also of course my work out outfits. With that I called a Uber.

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The car came to a slow stop as I grabbed my bags, paid the uber, and headed for the hotel.

It wasnt the nicest thing in the world but there was a small coffee shop right down the road so that was nice. There was plenty of room for a nice jog in the morning. Overall it seemed a nice place to relax.

I went to the lobby to get my key as the man greeted me. He wore a bright smile, his scruffy brown hair hung over his eyes. His hand extended to give me the key and I smiled back and headed for my room.

'Room 20' it read. I wondered a small bit before finding the right hallway, I quickly realized there wasn't a whole lot of people here. Maybe just a small town?

I opend my door allowing me to see my comfy looking hotel room. There was a small cute bathroom, closet, and bedroom. Not the most craziest amazing hotel but, it was small and comfy. It made me feel at home.

I unpacked my clothes as I placed my hairbrush and hairbows on my bedside table. I plopped on the bed staring at the ceiling. "What am I doing?" I whsiperd. I mean I just jumped and went to another city. The only person that knows is Ava.

Just then my phone rang out, 'Jack' it read. I took a doubletake at the caller ID. My heart pounded as I wondered if I should pick up or not. What if something bad happened? Why should I care! But what if hes' hurt?

"Hello." I said my voice cracking a bit.
"Hey Emma. I'm sorry about calling kind of randomly. Please don't hang up yet." His voice was quickened.

He already broke me, he changed, he cheated, he lied, he literally broke me. The way I feel and stand it. But maybe he needs me...

"I won't." I whsiperd wishing I didn't answer. I knew I was giving him the power to crush me again. Like he has before. "Emma I'm sorry." He said quietly. Words that wore out, he said it to often. If he could feel what he said, he would be broken.

"I know I fucked up, I know. But I love you." His words made my eyes begin to sting. Lies. If that was a promise he would have broke it. He told me he didn't want me. He already told me the truth. Why should I believe him? His past makes me feel bad, but he uses it for an excuse.

"Jack, you already fucked up every chance I gave you. It's my fault it took me so long to realize how much of a fuck up you are!" I yelled as I hung up.

Almost instantly regret yelled back at me. "Oh god." My voice cracking. What if he changed. What if it would have been diffrent. I just messed up everything. I was so mean. Why was I so mean?

I wasn't about to go for a run angry again, I don't want to get hurt again, as if it would hurt me anyways. I'm a fucking weirdo, I'm the one that's a mess up, I man what the hell am I? I don't know why I have to be so diffrent, I don't understand why I can't be just normal.

I honetsly just wanted to lay on the ground and cry my eyes out, but I couldn't. If I did I would feel so dumb about crying over all of it.

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️
if things with blood or suicide bother ypu please scroll past.

I clenched my jaw as I walked into the bathroom. I grabbed a razor. I sat on my sink for a moment just staring at the razor as I popped off the plastic cover.
I mean, if this heals, I have hard proof I'm... something? Right?

I pointed it sideways and pushed it into my arm. Blood began to pour out as I felt weirdly calm. I leaned against the wall as I watched the blood leak, when suddenly a small glow came from my arm. The cut slowly sealed with the light.

⚠️ WARNING OVER ⚠️

"Why?" My eyes began to sting as water rolled over my face.
"What am I?" I asked jumping off of the sinks counter.

I looked into the mirror as if answers would appear out of thin air. Nothing happened. Nothing. What am I supose to do? Just sit here? Am I even human?

I hit the mirror so hard the glass busted into shards layering the bathroom, it hit into my leg as I just pulled out the shard. What's it going to do? Kill me?

Summary for ones that didn't want to read it.

Emma decided her best friend Ava, was right. She needed to leave Greens and take a break, so she did. She chose Central City as a nice place to lay low for a while and relax at.

When she got to her hotel room, she received a call from Jack, a serious ex. It was her first serious relationship and it seriously hurt her. It brought up old past memories.

She went to the bathroom and cut her arm to see if she would heal like she thinks she can, and suddenly a light shows up from her skin, when the lights gone, she's completely healed.

She then breaks the mirror in anger and shards layer the bathroom.