The Flash

15

Chapter 15 ♡

     I placed my palms on his leg, a small familiar glow expanded underneath my hands. At that moment it felt as if a person punched me in the chest with all their force they could muster. I bit into my lip as I squinted my eyes at him, he still wasn't healed. Just another second, and he'll be alright, I told myself. I held onto his leg as it slowly sealed, pain rushed throughout my body.

I fell onto my back, hitting against the hard concrete of the day. There was a crowd surrounding me as one of them turned me over to my side. Blood spured out of my mouth into a stream. I stood feeling dizzy, I sped to S.T.A.R. Labs, I didn't know where else to go.

I couldn't go to Iris' house, and I wasn't sure if I was going to heal. The pain yelled at me not to even move, but I forced myself into the lab. Each step I took my body got heavier and heavier.

Soon as I got to the lab my body went limp, my body fell onto the floor. "Caitlin get in here!" Cisco yelled running to me. "What happened?" He asked, blood was still running from my mouth, a few droplets from my nose hitting the tiled floor.

"I-" I let out a breath from my body, the air escaped all at once as I grabbed at my throat. This was the moment I truly thought I was going to die. It was all going to end.

Caitlin ran in the room with a box of sharp metal things, I was still grasping for my throat as my leg began to bleed where I helped the guy at.
Caitlin hit my throat and chest with a sort of metal tube as I gasped at the new air.

I was still struggling to breathe from the blood filling my nose and mouth.
"Cisco, what the hell happend?" She asked as she pushed me into a bed laying out tools.

"I don't know, she just spiked and fell. I've never seen it before." He whispered. "Hold her down." She orderd as Ciscos arms pushed against my chest.

At that point, everything black faded into my head, I didn't know you could pass out from pain, I guess I learned something new.

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My eyes fluttered open as a dim light hung over me, I turned my head to the side when a familiar blurriness entered my eyes. Every breath I took bit at my throat, causing a pain to shoot down it.

A sore cough escaped my lips, making small splatters of blood land on the bed. I felt hands pushing my body to the side as the coughing got harder. Blood spured out to the beds sheets.

My body felt tierd and heavy, I fell back onto the beds surface struggling to keep my eyes open.

"I should have told you, I'm sorry." I whsiperd with a sad smile forced on my face. Cisco seemed to somehow understand it, but I knew deep down he was seriously disappointed.

"I know you're sorry Emma." He said back at a hushed tone. "You just need to start telling us about what you experience." I understood. I knew it could get dangerous but I will admit, I had no idea I could die when I began this. But, I guess I can, that means I have to be way more careful about healing people.

A viberating buzz escaped my pocket as I slid out my phone.

Caller ID: Ava

"Hey, Ava." I answered happy that she called. With everything happening it seems I have forgot about my main friend.

"Hey, Emma." She let out a little sniffle at the end.

"What's wrong?" Of course my mind went straight to the bad part, allergies didn't even cross my mind.

"Em, it's been so hard here." She sniffled a bit more, I now know something is wrong. Seriously wrong.

"I'll come over, we can talk." I attempted to push myself off of the bed when Cisco helped me back on it.

"No, that's okay. I just- I just want you to know I love you." I mean shes my bestfriend she says 'I love you.' All the time. But she has never cried while saying it.

"Ava, what's going on?" A low sob escaped her lips.

"This feeling, of absolute nothingless is taking over Em. I hate it, like a void I have no idea how to fill. So I'm going to fill it the way I know how to." My mind raced, I have felt that pain many times in the last month.

And what's the one thing that lingers in the back of my mind? Oh god....suicide.

Authors note

Sorry about the slow updates. I've been moving in with a group of friends and I've been packing.

The chapters will get lighter....maybe.