☆Save Me☆ {Frerard Fanfic}

13: An Emotional Trainwreck (Like Me)

Frank's POV

"We try to escape, again at lights out, with....uhm....two less people. Gerard clearly can't help us currently." My heart hurt when I said that, I had no clue how he actually was, and Amelia sure wasn't coming back from the dead to save us. "Are you sure we should try again? I don't want anyone else getting hurt." Loki says, probably being the only one thinking rationally. He looks sad, he wants to escape, but something is mentally holding him back. Gracie looks at Loki, as if she caught his sadness, and it was slowly seeping towards me. "I dont want to see anyone end up like...like...A-Amelia." Gracie begins crying, Loki and I both hug her in an attempt to stop the salty tears from streaming down her face, but nothing happens. "I just want t-to go home, see my family, live m-my life free, not trapped here!" She stutters between her sobs, so I take that as an 'I'm Coming With You'. Loki looks at her sadly, rubbing her back, I have since stopped hugging her, and let Loki take care of her. Loki looks at me, with a confirming look to say, that he's only coming because Gracie needs him. I nod, leaving Gracie and Loki to keep each other company.

My mind starts running, Gerard could be anywhere, he could have been discharged and waiting for me at home, or he could be drunk again, this time in our room, no-one coming to save him. I bite my lip, hoping that it isnt the second one, I have no idea what I'd do if I found him, dead on the floor from alcohol poisoning, his lifeless body lying there, every ounce of spirit, love and happiness drained from the lifeless corpse of my boyfriend. Never to kiss me again. Never to say he loved me ever again. God I really hope that wasnt the case.

Everyone turns when they hear someone struggling to escape someones grip. I go out of my room and sit with Gracie and Loki, all of us trying to get a look at the person. He has vibrant red hair, and has an incredibly bad attitude towards the doctors and the nurses. Even only by seeing glimpses of him, I knew it was Gerard. Besides, who else would be that extra and dye their hair that colour?