Gerard's POV
Last night was one of the most exciting things to happen since I've been back, and it was nice to spend some time with Loki, even though I should've asked him questions about himself. Frank was sleeping when I snuck back into our room, stirring occasionally but not waking completely up. I didn't get much sleep, I can't stop worrying about what would happen if Jackie found out, would she get Mikey back? I sigh and roll over, looking at Frank to find that he's looking at me, smiling sadly. "You good?" I shake my head, my anxiety was going through the roof. He motions for me to come over to him, so I do. Frank wraps his arms around me, giving me a kiss on the head. "It's gonna be okay, now that we have the Tesseract, we can finally get out of here. Again." He whispers, giving me a slight sense of security. "Thanks Frankie." I whisper back, giving him a kiss on the cheek.
We fall asleep together until we get woken up by a very cheerful Ray, practically bouncing off the walls, I'm seriously considering how much coffee and/or crack that he's had this morning. "Good morning guys!" He says, handing us our pills and a glass each. "Hey Ray." says Frank unenthusiastically. I throw Ray a tired smile, and he smiles back, then turning and leaving us, not bothering to take our glasses. I put my pills in my pocket, I don't actually need them anymore, well at least I think I don't. Frank and I get up and changed before meeting the others in the cafeteria for the last stages of planning our escape out of this sterile hell. "Hey Loki." I say, smiling and trying to hide my tiredness. "Hello again Gerard." He says, Grace looking at him excitedly. "Did you get it?" Frank and Grace ask in unison. "Hell yeah we did!" I say, a little too loudly, raising my hands and kind of jumping off my seat. Loki gives me a stern expression as I sit back down and lower my arms. Thankfully, nobody had turned around to look at me. Graces face lit up and Frank hugged me. "One step closer to getting out." Grace says, still beaming.
The reality was, even if we got out, where would we go? They can find us no matter where we think we can hide, all of our efforts will be all for nothing if they bring us back, or the rest of the group get transferred before we end up leaving. I felt my hands start to shake and a sickly feeling rising in the pit of my stomach. I sigh and feel Franks arm wrap around my shoulders. "You all good Gee?" I say very quiet 'No' and Frank looks at me, Grace and Loki's gaze turning to me as well. "Just thinking negatively." I say loudly enough so that Grace and Loki hear. Loki nods, looking like he was feeling the same way. "We can't go anywhere without them finding us." I say sadly, getting a sympathetic look from Grace and Loki. "What about if we went to Asguard?" Grace asks, making Frank turn and look at her. "It's worth a shot honestly," He says, shrugging his shoulders. "At this point, I'm willing to give anything a try." Loki smiles, revealing his perfectly white teeth. "I feel like I could arrange something. . . ."
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☆Save Me☆ {Frerard Fanfic}
FanfictionBook two in the ☆Hold Me☆ series TW: Alcohol use, attempted suicide