☆Save Me☆ {Frerard Fanfic}

30: 13 Reasons Why Is Gamora

A/N Welp, I'm sorry 'bout that last chapter if y'all didn't like it. Gerard's POV

I wake up to the sun streaming into my eyes, instantly getting blinded. "Who opened the fucking curtains?" I grumble, getting no response from the other side of the bed, Frank was probably already up, and didn't want to wake me up. If that was the case, then why would he leave the curtains open? "Sorry Gee," Frank says, walking back into the room, an apple in his hand. "I got up earlier and wanted to watch the sunrise, you know, like we used to back in Rosemere." I sigh, remembering how safe I used to feel, curled up in Frank's arms and kisses lightly peppering my cheek. "You're blushing." Frank chimes, making me pull the covers up to my face, his grin spreading. "Stop being so cute!" I exclaim, making Frank pull the covers off my face. "No you." Frank says, kissing my forehead, making my blush deepen. "You gonna get up yet?" He asks, taking his hands off the sheets. I shake my head and he curls up next to me, I wrap my arms around him. "All I've been thinking about after opening the box is just where I would be now if I had never met you." Frank says, sounding slightly sad. I sit up slightly and stroke his hair and he continues. "If I never met you, I would still be rotting in that asylum, never to love anybody again, but you. . . in a way, saved me from myself, cause I knew that if I stayed there alone I wouldn't mentally survive, you just seem to take all my stress and bad emotions away, leaving me with just love, and happiness, something I thought I would never feel again." Frank's voice starts to shake, I can tell he's going to break down in tears in a minute. "Hey, it's okay Frankie, I think about that sometimes too, but right about now we have to stay on a positive note, we're alive and far away from Jackie, everyone we care about is here together and nobody's hurt." He nods in agreement, this not stopping the tears from slowly streaking down his face. "Promise me you won't do anything you'll regret." I say, Frank nods. "I promise. But same goes for you." Frank says, pulling some blanket over himself. I nod. "Fair enough." I then let out a sigh, not wanting to leave the warmth of the afternoon sun or the bed. I didn't have any reason to get up, so I figured that I may as well stay here with Frank. He snuggles up to me, wiping his tears away onto his hand and sniffing. "Maybe some time with you might boost my spirits." He says, yawning slightly. "What time did you even get up at?" I ask, Frank thinking for a minute. "Probably like 1 or 2." He responds, placing his head on my chest. "I might just fall back asleep on you Gee." He whispers, making me smile. "You do that then Frankie." I say, stroking his head, he then closes his eyes and hums a tune, one that sounds familiar. "Whats the song called Frankie?" I ask him and he smirks. "Its just some ideas that I threw together, just a song that I wrote for you I guess." He says, I feel his face heat up. "A-are you blushing?" I ask him, getting a witty response. "Are you gay st-stuttering?" I smile, that's the Frank I know. The one that's quick with a joke or comeback, the one that's strong when he needs to be, but soft when he needs to, my love, my Frankie. All I want to do is hold him until the sun burns out, tell him that he's wanted and spoil him with anything he wants. He's always been there for me, and I can't imagine having him any other way.