March 25th
Sitting on the bathroom floor, Renae watched the blood trickle down her arm as she slit her wrist. Numb to the pain, she carved the word dead and just stared at it. That's exactly what she felt inside; dead.
Tossing the blade in the trash, she laughed to herself, realizing that she cut too deep, she chuckled as she slid down and laid on the cold floor. Feeling her body become weaker and weaker, she used her finger and signed her name in the blood.
"I drove for miles just to find you
and find myself, all these screams, all these voices in my head..."
"You gave me strength, gave me hope for a lifetime..." as she sang, she thought about Kingston. She was a bit guilty for being so rude to him.
"I never was satisfied... This time won't you save me. This time won't you save me. Baby I can feel myself givin' up.. giving up. This time won't you save me This time won't you save me.. Baby, I can feel myself givin' up, givin' up."
Inhaling a shaky breath, she stared ahead blankly, "It's not your fault, I'm a bitch. I'm a monster..." Her eyes grew watery as she began to think about Dajon. "Yes, I'm a beast and I feast when I conquer. But I'm alone, on my throne, all these witches..."
The tears dropped onto the floor as her breathing mellowed out. "I came this way, all this way just to say... this time won't you save me?"
Looking at the blood on her hand, she went to sing the next line but her body went limp.
Macy knocked on her door and waited for a response. "Renae?" She slowly entered the room.
Not seeing her inside the room, Macy went to walk out until she saw the bathroom light. As she hummed a tune on her way towards the bathroom, she stopped seeing Renae's body laid out in her own blood. Screaming, she rushed out of the room to go get help.
RENAE
June 26th (Present day)
"Are they treating you good in here?" Egypt asked Renae as they sat in the visitors' room.
Shrugging, Renae looked down at her arms, "I think I'm psychotic." She spoke softly.
Not wanting to see his sister like this or hear her talk like this, Dajon got up and left out.
"Your court date is in two days... are you excited?" Bryson asked, trying to keep a positive mindset.
Ignoring him, Renae looked around seeing the other inmates happy with their loved ones.
Hearing the door open, she looked towards the door and saw Kingston walking in with the guard. Glaring at her mom and Bryson, they looked at her confused then turned around seeing Kingston.
"He wanted to see you." Egypt whispered.
"You got to be kidding me," she mumbled running her fingers through her hair then sighed.
Her right leg began bouncing in frustration as the hear radiated through her veins. Once Kingston sat down, he could tell she didn't want to see him.
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Renae Dreams (Currently Editing)
FanfictionHave you ever been homeless? Ever been without lights and water? Did you ever fear that the neighbors would catch you cutting the water on at the crack of dawn or fear that the water company would come around and remove the meter for having the wate...
