The Way He Loved Me

Part 7

*******Allie's POV**********

I couldn't understand it. Where was I? I tried to move, but I was stuck. Was something holding me down? Was there something physically wrong with me? I didn't know. I couldn't tell. I tried to catch my breath after holding it because my chest felt so heavy, but in that time I could have sworn I still heard short quick breaths. After that I could smell, and I smelled mints and flowers and grass. Was I in a field, or was I actually dying of a broken heart?

It took me a few minutes to realize that I was in my bed, and then after that I tried to move my arms but they wouldn't budge. That's when I opened my eyes and saw it. That. Thing. Above me. Holding me down. I couldn't believe it. Why on earth was Mitchell in my room? And not only that, but sitting on top of me holding me down. He was kneeling above me, and he had his hands wrapped around my wrists so that I couldn't move. He had no shirt on, but I was positive that he had pants on. I couldn't understand it. Mitchell of all people....

Mitchell was an old friend. Sort of. He went to my middle school, and was completely infatuated with me back then, but I never thought that in my third year of high school he would ever hunt me down, or even find out where I lived. And I had no idea that he still even thought about me or even cared enough to find me. There was this rumor in school that instead of leaving school to move, he left school to go die, but obviously that wasn't true.

In all honesty, Tyler didn't like him, and now, neither did I.

As I layed there under Mitchell, I could feel his breaths against my face. They were quick, and they smelled good. He was staring into my eyes, and when I looked up and stared back, the moonlight was shining on his eyes. Blue eyes. Just like Tyler's. That's when my heart skipped a beat. Mitchell looked like Tyler, but I knew that he wasn't. I was still groggy from my long heartbroken week, and the first hint of Tyler made my eyes light up. I could tell, and Mitchell could too. And that's when I regretted it. He smiled and then suddenly crashed his lips against mine. He tightened his grip on my wrists, and even though we were already smashed together, I could feel him move closer to me. I wanted to scream, but that part of me wasn't working yet. He was smothering me. I couldn't scream, and that was killing me. I could only scream in my mind. Mitchell was going to seriously hurt me, and all I could do was scream inside my head. I felt helpless. I felt alone. I wanted Tyler.

Mitchell let go of one of my wrists and started to run his hand around my face, and he kissed me so hard I thought I might die. I could feel him sitting on my chest now. The pressure was so miserable. He took his hand and I could feel it on my neck, on my face, and on my arms. I tried to go deeper into my own thoughts to try and get me out of this foggy mess, but nothing cleared up. I did find my way out though, except I kind of blacked out. I didn't mind. I was finally in my own thoughts, and my body sort of went numb. I wanted Mitchell out of my face, out of my hands, out of my body and my mind and I just wanted Tyler. Tyler. I could hear him saying my name in the back of my mind. It made me smile, and I felt a blush coming on.

"Allie".

I could hear him, but it was only a whisper.

"Allie, please I love you".

I wanted him. I needed him. And he was right there.

"Allie, please don't leave me! Not now, not right now. Not while we're fighting".

What? I didn't understand. I didn't want to hear this. Not in my mind. I wanted out of this now. Me leave TYLER? No, not me. I just watched him walk away from me. I stayed there, in my room. I didn't leave him. He left me.

"Allie! Please! I LOVE YOU"

And that's when it hit me. I wasn't hearing these things inside my mind. He was saying them. I could feel Tyler's cool hands on my face. I could smell him. He smelled like Tyler.

It WAS Tyler. I could feel him picking me up. I still couldn't breathe. I wished that Mitchell would just get off of me. Why was this happening to me.

"I found her!" Why was Tyler screaming. Who was he talking to?

"Oh god, look at her? Can she breathe, is she okay?" Who was that? It didn't sound like anyone I knew.

I tried to reply to tell them that I was fine now, but I couldn't. I was so tired again. I felt like I had been running a marathon, and then I was lost again inside my mind, and then it all just went black.

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hey guys! It's me! The writer! Haha, so. OMG THIS CHAPTER RULES!

Hehe. I know where it's going and youuuu dontttt. =P

Anyways, sorry about the EXTREMELY long wait for this chap.

I still love you guys though!!!

I'll post again, I promise. <3 you!

-jasminnancy