It's complicated {completed}

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Throughout the next couple days I try to avoid Zane as much as possible which isn't quite easy considering we see each other almost every day at the gym. So I guess instead of avoiding him I just gotta make it obvious that we're only friends.

"So you're trying to friend zone him?" V and I are currently on our way to practice together.

"Jup."

"And you think that'll work?"

"I have no fucking clue."

"And what's your plan on friendzoning him?"

"Ehm."

"Jeez Maya did you even think about anything?"

"I don't know V. That's why I asked you for help. I have no fucking idea on what I am supposed to do right now Okay? And that's not quite easy."

"I'm sorry May. Okay we'll fix this together don't worry about it."

"I could always call him bro."

"Oh yea good idea." She rolls her eyes sarcastically.

"Don't overthink it okay? We'll make him not fall in love with you." I don't mention that it's actually me who needs to be stopped. "Let's go we gotta hurry. Practice starts in 5."

Throughout the next couple days I decide to spend more time with my family (especially my siblings) and less time with Zane. Because according to Violet that's the first step on how to loosen things up between the two of us.
But guess what: life is a bitch and never does what I want. So of course I still see him basically everyday whether at the gym or college (I even met him at the freaking grocery store on Wednesday like come on???). Cutting him out of my life is not even an option I just need to get my hormones under control. So I decide to come up with a mantra that I tell myself daily whenever my thoughts tend to well you know decide to go all funky funky.
Zane Donovan Black doesn't like you like that. He likes to use girls for sex and that's it. You're not even close to all the pretty girls he gets and he isn't interested in you. At all. Like ever.
After that I yell at myself and cuss myself out so yea life is awesome. At least classes and dancing are going well. It's Friday afternoon and once again Isaac has practice.

"Hey May. Can we have a sleepover tonight?" My little sister Gill asks me while I'm currently in the living room studying for some upcoming tests.

"Ehm sure. You wanna go out for dinner?" Our parents had another fancy work dinner and dropped Nate off at my aunts who is visiting for the weekend only.

"Oh yes can we go to the pancake house?"

"Sure I need to get my nails done though. You wanna come?" Her eyes instantly light up and she nods. "Okay i have an appointment in 25 minutes. So let me finish this stuff and then I'll get ready to go. Anything you wanna bring?"

"Yes I'll get everything ready." And so we spend the next 1 1/2 hours at the nail shop (I'll let her get a manicure as well) before we go out for dinner. I decide to be a nice sister and order some extras for Isaac. We end our girls night with a movie before we both pass out at 9. Yes I'm old but I need my sleep. Well until 6 am whenever Gill decides that I'd be sick to jump around in my bed.

"Jesus Christ Gill shut up." Someone else complains.

"Isaac?"

"You thought you could have a sleepover without me?"

"Jeez. Just everyone quiet. Please I need to rest."

"Bitch you knocked out at 9."

"Duh and it's currently 6 am on a Saturday morning so shut up. Else you're more than welcome to leave." Gill keeps on jumping on the bed.