heartbreak girl || c.h

chapter 21

oh clementine, i miss you. alot.

dialing clemenshine :-) <3

"hello?"

"hi clementine."

"hi cal."

"how've you been?"

"fine. you?"

"great. it was great seeing you a couple weeks ago."

"yeah i know calum, you told me that a couple weeks ago."

"y-yeah. sorry."

"its okay."

"so. how's it been over there? meet anyone?"

"actually, maybe."

"w-what?"

"well this 18 year old, his name is johnny, lives like 4 houses away from mine, and there's a park by where we live and i went to the swings and he sat down next to me and our conversation was great. he's a really nice person. he's really awkward though. haha, but yeah."

"j-johnny?"

"yes. his name is johnny. he's funny."

"you like him?"

"a little."

"you only talked once, clementine."

"that was last week. we go to the park together everyday now."

"really?"

"yes. he's nice. he walks me home, but he trips everytime."

"guess he's falling for you. literally."

"you think?"

"y-yeah. good luck with him."

"thanks. what about you? meet anyone too?"

"n-no."

"oh. don't worry. you'll find that special someone who you'll be in love with for years and years to come."

"i guess."

"listen, i gotta go. call me next time you get a chance?"

"okay. clementine...?"

"yeah?"

"b-bye."

"bye calum."

and she hung up. little did she know, she was that one person. she will always be. i'm in deep, deep love with her.

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a week later, we headed out for tour again. i tried calling clementine, except it was 12 in the afternoon here, and 10:30 p.m. over in san jose. so i left her a message.

um, clementine? hey. its me. calum. your probably asleep, or busy with johnny right now. i'm about to head out for tour again. um, you're great. i hope you have a great time in san jose. hope you have great experiences. i know i'll try to. um, you're-i-um, i'll miss you. much love, clementine. b-bye.

i really wanted to tell her. really really. i wanted to tell her, you're the one. i love you. but i couldn't. no. not when she's trying to get better. i'll give her time. she'll realize it sooner or later. see you in a year clementine.

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we're 3 hours into the flight. i was asleep, and then my phone vibrated really hard.

missed call from clemenshine :-) <3

i was about to call her back until something else popped up.

new voicemail:

hey calum, hope you have a great time on tour. i'll miss you calum. thanks for the message. i don't know what to say other than, you're great too. don't do anything stupid, i still need you in my life. love you cal. have fun. much love, calum. bye.

i couldn't stand it. i need to talk to her.

me: clementine.

she texts back 15 minutes later.

clem: yeah?

me: i'll miss you.

clem: i'll miss you too, calum. have fun on tour.

me: thanks. have fun in san jose.

clem: you better be careful, or else.

me: or else what?

clem: or else i'll hunt your ass down and smack you across the head.

me: hm, what to do to piss of clem? can't wait haha.

clem: whatever loser! enjoy the tour though, okay? its the longest tour, 7 and a half months!

me: i'll be in california for about 2 weeks.

clem: well then send me some tickets when you get there.

me: you got it.

clem: see you in a year?

me: you better.

clem: haha. i'm going to sleep. okay?

me: okay, goodnight clem.

clem: goodnight calum. <3

i put my phone on my lap, satisfied.

10 minutes later it vibrated again.

clem: hey calum?

me: yeah?

clem: thanks for being a friend.

me: :-) <3

and she didn't respond after that. guess that's that. see you in a while clementine. love you.