Expressions (SOPE)

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Hoseok's POV:
I just can't believe it! It's Suga's birthday! But his birthday is on the same day as Yoongi's. God,the similarities. But I don't care! Suga makes me feel loved even though I probably don't deserve it.
I got Jin to bake a cupcake especially for Suga, mint and chocolate. "Go to the fridge!" I exclaimed to him, excitement overpowering my very being. Suga laughed, actually laughed and commented, "cute." I can't believe he actually laughed! I finally heard him laugh!
I jumped up and down and screamed to him, "I finally heard you laugh!" Suga hugged me and whispered, "For you, I try." I hugged him, because even though it seemed as if he just forced a laugh, I could still feel the sincerity when he did it. It was just enough for me. "Wow, a cupcake for me?" Suga asked. "Eat it!! Eat it!!" I replied in excitement and I heard the sound of a bite. Then there was silence. It went on for about a minute and I got concerned. "Suga?" I asked, "Is the cupcake okay?" "It's delicious, thank you!" He went for a hug which I gladly accepted and we ended up on a couch. We were probably being all lovey dovey. I was in Suga's arms and I had never felt more happy. This must be true happiness and I don't know whether I deserved it but I definitely enjoyed it. I closed my eyes as Suga stroked my hair. It was so peaceful, but after a while, I felt a drop of water on my head. Leakage? No way, my ceiling's sturdy. Don't tell me...Suga's crying?
Yoongi's POV:
What did I do to deserve this? I asked myself this question everyday but this time it feels as if it's screaming at my face. The look Hoseok gave me, a smile full of sunshine and positivity. I wondered whether I deserved it. I booped Hoseok's nose and he giggled. So fucking adorable. I placed the empty cupcake wrapper on the glass table beside the couch.
I gave Hoseok a hug and he ended up closing his eyes in relaxation as I played with his hair. I thought about the love right now, and the love I had in the past. And that was when it all came back to me. God the pain was giving me a headache.
The car crash...my Father was driving as fast as he could, my Mother was breathing like a fish out of water at the back seat and I was beside her, a 5 year old in panic. She clutched her gigantic stomach. "Your Brother is a playful one!" She commented and forced a pained smile at me. I stroked her arm to comfort her, trying my best to ignore the crazy shaking from the car. "AHHH!" My Mother screamed, "God it hurts!" There was water staining her dress. "Momma's leaking!!" I shouted in panic. My dad sped up in frustration and there were honks and screams. The next thing I knew, my head felt wet. 'Water?' I looked at my hand to see blood...
My dad was slumped on his back and looked pale...lifeless. My Mother was screaming in pain, her stomach stained in red. I blacked out and came to, learning that my dad was dead and I lost my Brother. I cried real hard that day, because my family was so perfect and my dad meant so much to me...but now he's gone. I thought I was in a bad state, until I saw my Mother, staring into space, tears streaming down her face endlessly...
When we reached home, we were in utter chaos. My Mother married another man to try and complete the family but the man was just a drunk asshole who wanted sex and money. We weren't even well off. He made my Mother so stressed that she started to abuse me. Sometimes she would blame me for the death of my dad. Sometimes, she would get the man to team up with her and abuse me. She'd lie to the others, saying I was such a bother, purposely fighting others for attention and stressing her out. She said I changed. I absolutely hated my life. I was so miserable. I tried to kill myself but my Mother would only come in to stop me. I used to think she cared but it was because I was her only stress reliever and she needed someone to abuse and vent her stress on.
My family changed, my Mother changed, my life changed, my existence changed, EVEYTHING CHANGED. In the end I could only rely on my aunt, my mother's sister. She took me in and showed me care. She told me that my Mother didn't mean to do this. Her life just spiralled out of control. She would cry for me every night. My heart was broken, I vowed to myself one day I would come back and fix her. Jimin became the younger Brother I never thought I needed and could've had. I had a new family but I never forgot my real family and I never plan to.
"Suga?" I felt a voice bring me to the present. I was tearing without knowing and it seems like a tear had landed on Hoseok's head. "Are...are you okay?" I wiped my tears. "I...I'm fine baby. Something just got into my eye." Hoseok adjusted his body to face me and place a hand on my cheek. "Are you sure? Don't lie to me please. I really care for you." I kissed his forehead and reassured him. "I gotta go for now, this eye is really bothering me and anyway I got some work to do. See you later baby!" I tried to sound as positive as possible. I exited the door, not forgetting to kiss Hoseok goodbye. I entered my car and leaned my head back in frustration. I took a breath and drove home.

A/N: Double update boom! Sorry for the feels and little spoiler alert, this ain't the worst😰 I have a funny story about the wet head. You see, I actually injured my head when I was younger and I won't go into details but my mother came in, felt that my head was wet and never thought of it as blood. She just thought I was sweating intensely! Could you believe that? But that was because the room was dark so she couldn't see the liquid color. When the lights came on she was so freaking shocked that her hands were covered in blood. I still laugh about this stupid thing to this day.
Anyways as promised, I decided to fill in on Yoongi's back story and I just wanted to say that without this author's note, the chap would end with 1k words perfectly. Lol! I hope all of you have enjoyed this and I wish I could call you guys/girls something but my useless butt still hasn't thought of anything so bear with me folks. Luv ya!!

Btw, I might stop with the sope pictures above and start adding some bts photos now cause I'm running out of sope pics ':(
Rest In Peace sope pics.