Expressions (SOPE)

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A/N: A little warning, I'm not sure if this counts but there could be content that may make you feel triggered or upset. Basically this contains angst and if you can't take it, I recommend not reading this chap.

After the little chat session in the park, Yoongi got ice cream for Hobi and they went their separate ways. It was late at night anyway, probably 11+ because they were slowly strolling in the park with comfortable silence and from time to time Hoseok would speak up, ending the comverstaion  with a hum of response from Yoongi.
Yoongi was now on his bed, struggling to comprehend what had happened. Hoseok liked him in highschool, missed him even after he ditched that poor sunshine and now Hobi's 'newest friend' is this so-called 'Suga'. Yoongi groaned in frustration for creating such a mess with his life. "Why does life hate me so??" He asked himself. Before drifting off to dreamland, Yoongi thought to himself one last time. 'I need to set things right, Hobi's here, he gave me his new number and I gave him mine. I can't fuck up now, not like last time.' With that, he slept like a little baby in a burrito.
(This contains angst.)
~imagine some drifting into the dream shit like how movies and shows do. I ain't typing my ass of because there's more shit to do:)
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Yoongi's dream and in his POV:
"Yoongi! I can't believe it! You lied to me and pretended to be what? 'Suga'?" A mad Hoseok stared at me. "Look Hobi, I can explain!" Hoseok went through surgery after someone donated eyes to him. And now Hoseok knows who I am and that I have been lying to him. "Shut up Yoongi! You're just gonna 'explain' more lies and shit!" My heart was in pain. "Hobi, I..." "Enough with it Yoongi! I don't want to hear all your bullshit anymore." This wasn't Hoseok. This isn't Hoseok. I knew this was a dream, but my heart still broke from his words that were filled with the venom of hatred. "I was friends with you, and even fell for you, and I wanted nothing to do with you after what you've done and yet you did all this...lying! Fuck you Yoongi! Or should I say 'Suga'?" Hoseok laughed sarcastically before growling with fury and spitting his last heart-wrenching words then walking away from me, "God, leave me alone! I don't want to see your lying ass ever again!"

Yoongi awoke from that nightmare that seemed to give him a throbbing headache. 'Jesus, I can't let that shit happen...' Yoongi didn't know what to do anymore. He felt as if he was stuck in a field of land mines, that one wrong step could leave to a whole lot of explosions, and the worst part was he did this to himself. Taking his phone to check the time, Yoongi forgot it was still dark and sat up just to hiss at the sudden bright glow emitting from his phone's screen. 2:10am huh? Yoongi turned his phone off and allowed his heavy head to hit the soft pillow that turned cold from the lack of 'attention' that Yoongi gave. He was thinking about the dream. The face Hoseok made when he was scolding him. Those eyes that although looked fierce (but no fiercer than his own), were filled with pain and sadness. Yoongi felt his heart break once more, god just the look of Hoseok's face filled with sadness and disappointment...it really is a strong thing. Like a knife that could pierce straight through his heart and leave it in nothing but a bloody pulp.
Yoongi sighed before closing his eyelids. There's work tomorrow, so it was best to sleep early.

A/N: Yikes, that's the angst right there. Sorry if it seems really heart breaking but I just want you boops to feel how Yoongles feels. Idk maybe he sacrifices himself or something, haven't planned much yet. Anyways have a nice day and thx for reading this crap!
Bye!