Of Course I Have Hope

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our father who art in heaven...

hallowed be thy name

you were the Word at the beginning

thy kingdom come, thy will be done,

on earth as it is in heaven

one with God the Lord most high

give us this day our daily bread

your hidden glory in creation

forgive us our trespasses

as we forgive those who trespass

now revealed in you our Christ

against us.

what a beautiful name it is

lead us not into temptation

deliver us from evil

the name of Jesus Christ

for thine is the kingdom

my king.

the power

what a beautiful name it is

the glory are yours

nothing compares to this

now and forever.

"  what could separate us now?  "

-what a beautiful name(live)

death could not hold him
imagine that power
the veil tore before him
imagine the gasp of demons
he silences the boast of sin and grave
imagine the stares of shock
the heavens are roaring
imagine the crowd of angels
louder than a sports crowd
than a wail of agony
louder than any noise imaginable
millions of heavenly hosts
cheering as death falls
the enemy's son defeated

-what do i have to fear

find faith
find hope
latch and cling
with all your might
do not tear your eyes away
look upon Him and rant
fall in love with His majesty
bring your sorrows
and trade them for joy
come to the altar.

-hazel and brown intertwine

spirit lead me
where my feet fail.
instead
fly me above the clouds
beneath the glory
past the moon and stars
and dance in the unknown
where my feet fail

-spirit lead me

the agony i feel
awaking from
dreams of circumstances.
my subconscious created fantasies
my unconscious acting them out.
my thoughts overwhelmed.
none can compare to the love,
the love i feel from the moments
in those fantasies
in those acts.
none can compare to the love
i feel which makes me physically
tremble.

-you silence fear

i dream of a tour, which came to orlando
dodie clark, orla gartland, or conan gray
i stand in the lobby, and i lock eyes with a woman
her face goes from casually polite, to stone cold murderous
she is screaming curses
accusations
why is she yelling at me?
"hossana isn't even here. why are you so angry with me?"
and i awake.
i dream of a florence and the machine concert
cosmic love playing
and fingers interlock with mine
but i never need to see who it is
because i know
i will either be disappointed
or left in disbelief.
finally. i dream of visiting
a teacher i miss desperately
at a school i've never known
only to talk with him for hours
help in his class
and the reason why i came, never arising.

do you dream this?
-dreams disappointed, minds intertwined

i am not angry
i'm not upset
i just wish it was like everyone said...
"it isn't supposed to be
this difficult."

What a Beautiful Name - Hillsong Worship
Tremble - Mosaic MSC
Hunger - MDSN
Seven Devils - Florence and the Machine
Third Eye - Florence and the Machine
Maybe It's Ok - We Are Messengers
James : 1-12

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