Saving Joey.. (A Shoey Fanfiction)

Chapter 16: Life without you.

Shane's POV

Hours, days, and weeks passed. Never have I been the same. Joey completely ignored me at school and I was back to being the gay loser with my only bestfriend, Lisa. At lunch I would look at Joey sit next to Kalel, Anthony, and Sawyer. I hated it. It's was Sunday and this new week would be the last week before thanksgiving break. My dad was pretty nice, except he would yell at me when he was drunk. He wouldn't beat me but he would yell at me for a minute then walk away. At least it's better than having bruises everywhere, right? I walked downstairs and mom was making breakfast. I sat down at the table, dad was reading a newspaper across from me.

Dad: Good morning!

He smiled. He was night and day. He was super nice and supportive. Then he drank and yelled, but didn't hurt me.

Shane: Hey.

My mom put a plate in front me and kissed my forehead.

Mom: Good morning! Honey? Why are you always wearing winter clothes, it's hot outside.

She started to take off my jacket. I was shirtless underneath and I stopped her. But it was to late.

Mom: Oh Shane...

I moved her hand away from me. She saw what I did to myself. Cuts on my chest, stomach, or anyplace that could be cut.

Shane: It none of your business.

Mom: Shane. No, honey. Let me see.

Shane: No! I'll just eat in my room!

Dad: Shane! That not how you talk to your mother.

Shane: Well you yell at me! You think I have a problem! I'm not the one who drinks then yells at their son, even though you promised not to!

I grabbed my plate and quickly walked to my room. I sat on my bed eating my breakfast alone. Afterwards I sat there, hugging my knees in the corner in my bed, since my bed was against a wall. I cried to myself. Ever since Joey left, I've never been the same. It started to with cutting myself again, all over my body. Every inch that he touch me on my body, I never wanted to see again. So I covered it up, with cuts and scars. I heard my mom knock on the door and I threw a pillow at the door, screaming.

Shane: Go away!

I didn't want to see anyone. I wanted to be alone. For the rest of my life. Tears fell onto my bed, my heart was broken. And I knew it could never be fixed. I noticed a small card on the floor and I picked it up. It was the coupon for the s*x shop. I wiped the tears away. I smiled, I had the perfect way to cheer me up. I stood up. I put on my hood and my sunglasses that said "Epic" on them. I put on a pair of jeans and ran out the door without anyone noticing. I rode my bike to shop and walked in. The place was full of dildos, condoms, and other "things". I was totally amazed by it for some reason.

Shane: Perfect!

I walked down the isle to the condoms. They had different flavors. I noticed a pizza one and grabbed it. But then I noticed a birthday cake one. I grabbed it, who could say no to cake? Right? But they didn't have the one thing that I was looking for. I saw a worker restocking a shelf and I walked over to him.

Shane: Hi. Do you have any -

The man turned around and he had mint green hair. He smiled at me.

Tyler: Shane!

Shane: Tyler?! You work here?

He gave me a slight hug. And I smiled. Just the person I wanted to see!

Tyler: Hey. It pays good. And I get free samples. And I'm not just talking products.

He winked at me and I got the message. I laughed. I forgot how funny he is.

Tyler: So what brings you here.. Surprise for Joey?

He winked at me again. I shook my head. I could feel tears building up but I held it back. I couldn't cry in front of him.

Shane: We broke up.

His face was surprised then he hugged me. He was a true friend. Or maybe we could be more. Dammit Shane! You're thinking to much again! He patted my back and I let the tears fall, I couldn't hold it back.

Tyler: Aww. Baby. Don't cry. But can I ask a question.

We were still hugging me and I felt safe in his arms. Actually loved for once.

Shane: Sure..

Tyler: Why are you getting condoms if you-

I pushed him away, then pulling on his work uniform collar. Pulling him into my lips. I softly whispered against his lips.

Shane: They're for you.

He kissed him more and he kissed backs moaning a bit. I went down to his neck, biting a bit. Leaving possibly hickeys, claiming he was mine.

Tyler: Shhannnnee... Please.

He pushed me away and I stumbled back. The both of us breathing heavily.

Tyler: Shane.. Please stop.

Shane: Oooo... Someone's playing hard to get..

He ran up to him. Kissing him more and sliding my hand up his shirt. He stopped me and I didn't stop. He struggled to get me off. Finally he pushed me on the ground.

Tyler: Shane. Stop!

I looked at him. He usually liked me making out with him. I laid on the ground, looking at him.

Tyler: Look. I can't take advantage of you. You heart is broken and you need love. But I'm not the love you need Shane!

Shane: What do you mean? I love you. I don't love Joey anymore.

I pleaded. I wanted him. Him and all his green hair. I wonder if he dyed the carpet green too... God I think to much.

Tyler: No you don't. You just want to feel that love again. I bet if a guy on the street said "Let's f**k!" You would say yes. You're vulnerable, Shane.

He was right. I just wanted s*x. God no wonder they call this a s*x shop. I shook me head. I needed his love but I also wanted it.

Shane: Tyler.. Please.. Give me what I want. I need to feel better.

He crossed his arms and sighed. He shook his head.

Tyler: I'm sorry Shane. I have boyfriend, okay? I can't. I'll see you later.

What he has a boyfriend! Oh my god! I feel so bad now.. He walked away and I laid on the cold floor. Ugh. I hated my life. Where am I supposed to get some love now? It's not like someone's going to walk up to me and f**k me. Only in my dreams. I felt someone softly kick my body and I looked up. A boy stood over me, and he smiled.

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