Best Friends? I Harvey Mills ✓

Chapt. 32

a/n: dude. We're almost at 2,000 view!!!
(Lana's pov)

I felt bad for Willa. She didn't have to confront him, that was all my fault. I decided she probably would have wanted some air, so I took her outside. I pushed the door open, and regretted it in an instant. In that moment, I felt my heart shatter. I broke into tears and all the background noise of the dance faded into one buzzing sound. "Lana, wait. Let me explain." Is all I could hear. Harvey Mills, what have you done?

I wasn't going to wait to listen to his explanation. I can think of a way he could make kissing Hannah right. A few months ago, he hadn't even had his first kiss and now he was cheating on his girlfriend. Hannah gave me an evil smirk and Harvey reached for me. I ran outside, crying, eventually sitting down on a bench.

"It'll be okay Lana...." I heard a calming voice say. Sarah. "Willa told me what happened. Do you want to talk about it?" I shook my head, choking on sobs.
"Not really." I eventually got out between sniffles. She nodded, wrapping me in a big hug. Willa then joined in. "We're going to go back and eat Fruity Pebbles to our heart's content." Willa said, rubbing my back. "Can we blast Why Don't We?" I mumbled. They both nodded. "Of course."

"Why would he do that?!" I said, with 'Hard' by Why Don't We playing loudly. At this point, we were back at the beach house. "What was the point?! We hadn't even lasted a month and he kisses Hannah!" I punched my pillow as the song changed to 'War Paint' by Jonah Marais.

"I mean cheating on me was bad enough, but with her?! At least choose someone good!" I yelled, with Sarah and Willa listening. "Siri, shuffle my angry playlist," I said scrunching my eyebrows. 'I'm a mess' by Bebe Rhexa came on.

He told me he loved me. Clearly it wasn't true. "I'm going to murder him when he gets back." Sarah muttered under her breath. "Everything okay up here?" Sarah's sister said, opening the door. I nodded. She gave Sarah a concerned look. "We got this." Willa mouthed, causing her to nod and walk out.

"He threw away everything we had. He broke my heart. He made me feel pain." I said, beginning to cry again; "and to think I still love him." I frowned. I didn't know if I could get over him. He wasn't just my boyfriend, he was my best friend. "I'm going to text him." I said, crying. Willa gave me a stern look. "Lana, no." Too late.

He had already texted me.

Harvey:
Lana, please let
me explain

Lana?

Lana please answer

It's not what you think

Lana, where did you
go?

Please stop ignoring
me

Are you okay?

Where are you,
everyone is looking
for you

Lana:
I'm fine

"I'm fine." A complete lie. The truth was, I was a mess, but I wasn't going to let him know that.

Harvey:
Can we talk?

Lana:
No

Harvey:
Please

Lana:
Harvey, you
hurt me, don't
you get that?!

Harvey:
Lana, please.
Just hear me out.

Lana:
I'm not ready.

Harvey:
Lana, I
don't want
to force you, but
please just talk to
me

Lana:
Fine. Tomorrow.

a/n: I write this as I listen to my "When Alex is Sad" playlist, as it made me sad. So... yeppppp.