Levi x Reader Oneshots (or Twoshots, Threeshots, it depends)

Sad! Levi x Reader

Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaally sad Levi.

Y/N's p.o.v.

"Was it the last corpse?"

"Yes." I feel Eren's gaze on me. This was one of our first expeditions and it went terribly wrong: half of the soldiers were hurt, the remaining ones were both dead or desperate. I look at the massive amount of bodies burning in the fire. How is it that that shapeless lump of ash and bones was once a full army of soldiers, comrades, friends? I sigh.

"We should get back to the HQ and try to sleep. Tomorrow we'll have to inform the families." Eren mutters. 

"Yea... Let's go..."

-Timeskip- 

Tonight the mess hall is kinda empty. Obviously. Who has the guts to eat after such a massacre? But what concerns me more is the fact that I don't see Levi anywhere. My worry increases when Erwin comes to me.

"Y/N, I know I shouldn't ask you stuff like this, but... I haven't seen Levi in a while. I don't think he will talk to anyone but you, so please, find him and take care of him."

"Of course. I'll go look for him right now." I salute and then I leave the room.

The first place I'm going to check is his room. I don't think I'll find him there, but I'll try anyway.

I knock on his door, but I receive no response. The door is open though, so I slowly walk inside. 

My heart stops. I feel it in my throat, together with a tight knot in my stomach. Levi is on his bed, all curled up, his back to the door, crying silently so no one can hear him. His hands grip tightly on his pillow where all the tears are flowing on. His uniform has been thrown on the floor and he's wearing only a shirt and a pair of black trousers.

This sight really hurts my heart, but I have to be strong for him. I lean on him trying to keep in my tears and try to hug him but-

"Go away."

I instinctively step back in surprise. "W-What?"

"Go away. You shouldn't be with me. You'll just end up hurting yourself."

"Levi, what the hell are you saying?" Now I'm confused.

"Everyone I know, everyone I care about... When they are around me... they die. Just like Farlan, Isabel, my squad... I'm useless. I can't even protect the ones I love..." He cries. I sit on the bed next to him.

"That's not true..."

"Yes, it is!" He gets up and yells at me. His eyes are red and puffy, he's been crying for a long time. "Look around, Y/N! If only I could do anything, half of the people whose corpses bodies are now burning would be alive! Why did they die...? Why couldn't Death take my life instead of theirs? I don't deserve to-"

I wrap my arms around his body and bring him closer to me. 

"Stop with this bullshit or I'm gonna make sure you don't die for the rest of my life." I run my hand through his soft, silky, black hair. He sinks his face in my chest and I can feel his warm tears wet my shirt on my skin. I kiss his head and let him go. He lies down again using my lap as a pillow. Then he grips my shirt and presses his face against my stomach. He takes a deep breath.

He must be tired, he cried so much. I smile at his cute actions.

"Y/N, promise me."

"What?"

"Promise me you'll never leave me. Promise me you're gonna be by my side till the end."

I smile: he's already falling asleep. I don't know if my words will reach his mind, his consciousness. 

"What the heck are you saying?

Of course I will. Forever.

A/N: SAD FLUFFY SHIT. I'M TIRED. GOODNIGHT. I LOVE YOU.

N&T out.