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Jungkook's POV:

No matter what I had done to him, even if he resents me, Taehyung still has this side of him that cares about me. I don't know why he gets so... I don't know, attached to me sometimes? In a caring way.

'Why does he have to comfort me? Why does he have to apologize? —Well, scratch that, there's still a few things he needs to apologize for and realize, but, for some reason, I feel... different. Different when I'm with him. And I don't want to imagine what this feeling is, because I can't go through it again, not after what happened to Mina...

Not after what happened to Mina and myself because of my father...'

After sobbing onto Taehyung's shoulder and being cradled at this point, though it was comforting and I felt somewhat better, the anger that ran through my veins didn't seem to come to an end.

"I'm sorry, I'm just... so, frustrated. I— I don't know what to do... I need to punch something, kill someone, I don't know. Sin or not, it's eating me alive!" I punched the bed, earning a gasp from Taehyung.

"You can take it out on me if you h—have to just... please calm down? Jungkook?" Taehyung stuttered, gulping.

I felt low on energy, hungry, and above all, stressed. All the events that took place in the past few days; Taehyung getting into trouble with Dean's people, the bond having already strengthened so quickly, having to meet with Dean and deal with him... and Mina... my heart couldn't handle everything at once, my mind replaying the same events mixed with those of the past. Some scenes such as the times I spent with Mina, to what had happened to her because of me and that horrid rodent.

After all these years of thinking I could let her go and get her out of my head... I just... couldn't.

I seethed a 'sorry' and grabbed Taehyung by his shoulders, tilting his head. Out of frustration and all my emotions being mixed into some concoction, bubbling and boiling under my skin, I sunk my fangs deep into his neck.

Taehyung could only scream in pain and grab tightly around my arm. He kept hitting my chest, whining and crying out loud, "J—Jungkook! Please, please stop— this really—really hurts I... get off m—me!"

I could only bite down harder, ignoring his cries, I desperately wanted my pain to go away, I needed something to take my mind off everything and let myself somewhat rest at ease, even for a moment... a mere second... yet, I literally made him my target. "Nngh~! Please— Stop it, s—stop!"

This time I bit him, it was different. His blood was sweeter than before and had an almost nectar like taste to it. Though I wasn't sucking his blood to satisfy my hunger solely, the taste lingered on my tongue and my body was yearning for more.

His grip loosened on my arm and he only let out a few whispers, "jungk—kook... stop it— please..." He was frail, weak, and drowsy. His blood comforted me and I was too carried away to take notice.

I felt at ease, finally... my mind felt like it was in the clouds, my whole body was in a satisfied and blissful state that I didn't realize just how much of his blood I was taking in all for myself. It was just irresistible, as if he were my drug. I then felt a hand lightly trail down and loosen its pressure on my arm, I felt some kind of force pulling me back slightly, "Jung... kook..." I faintly heard his voice, then his hand dropped.

My eyes finally opened. I stopped what I was doing as I came back to my senses. I realized I hadn't controlled myself and practically sucked the life out of his poor body. I couldn't help but place soft kisses on the spot I sunk my fangs into.

My hands held onto him tightly so he wouldn't fall back even more. I slowly pulled my face away from his. He was as pale as if he's seen a ghost, the whites of his eyes prominent as well. His lips slightly parted, his breathing, low, but his heart was beating rapidly. "Taehyung..." I whispered, "Taehyung?"

I shook him lightly and gently tapped his face,
I know I said his life was in my hands but I didn't mean it like this, "No... n—no, please— I'm sorry I just— I got carried away and—!" I cupped his face and tried opening his eyes a bit. Still unconscious.

"I went too far..." feeling a few tears form in my eyes, my heart felt as if it were shrinking, hating myself for what I couldn't believe I've done.

A small whisper left from his mouth, "finally..." as his head then fell back, I could feel his whole body fall limp, frail in my arms.

Cursing at myself, it was too sudden and too much for his body to even handle.

Heaving out a long sigh, I wiped my mouth and placed two fingers onto the bite marks I left on him, using some of my abilities to heal it.

Sinking my teeth into my wrist, wincing, I placed it into his mouth and made sure my blood made it's way down his throat. I smiled to myself when the color in his face was more lively and his skin grew warmer.

Wiping my lips from any remnants of blood, a strong stinging pain rushed straight to my brain. I would've never thought that having too much blood all at once would lead to more pain. Mentally noting, 'I think I've learned my lesson...' I too felt dizzy, everything slowly became blurry for me.

The last thing I knew is that everything went black and everything became quiet and cold.
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Le_Mochi ~ 💕

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