Pure Seduction | JJK - KTH (ONGOING)

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I haven't felt this kind of feeling in so long... I don't even know what it is.

I feel... good. Enlightened maybe? Whatever it is, it's confusing me because I know I've felt this exact feeling before— it's so... familiar.

The kind of feeling that passes through the thick barrier of my soul, my cold heart, it stops me from being this frozen, hard, stone like... figure that I am. Or is it all just a persona?

No... I know I used to not be like this, surely I was more... kind hearted. But after all these years, my skins thickened.

But why do I feel so warm and relaxed, it's as if a cozy winter bear has just given me his skin so I could stay warm on the coldest winter night, while he's freezing.

A most likely dead one at that.

This kind of warmth that pushes everything aside and let's down my guard.

I swore for a split second I could feel my old self... just for that short moment, but, it's gotten cold again.

'Oh. So that's... that's what it is...'

But, it can't be— it mustn't be— it's... forbidden for me...

This can't possibly be... love?

No, no it mustn't... it can not be whatsoever. I'm not ready, not at all, I— I need to stop. But my body... it's been yearning for this kind of warmth ever since my heart felt like it turned to stone.

'I'm... cold. Why is it so cold now? All of a sudden, like a gust of wind.'

I shouldn't. I mustn't. Though it feels like that winter bear gave me his furry coat, it is his, and it feels like I've just returned it back to him.

"I'm... cold." My lips parted and my gaze was set on nothingness. Maybe it was staring into the black abyss or some kind of never ending tunnel, a portal even. I just felt like nothingness had consumed me for a few moments.

I need to snap out of it.

As I got out of my awkward trance like state that might have lasted a few seconds or even a few long minutes, I got up to grab a blanket, but instead of grabbing for it, I reached too far and fell.

Specifically onto Taehyung...

'Wait... shit— why is it so far away goddamnit'

I was holding him after I fell.

I'm holding Kim Taehyung. And I fell.

"U—uhh..." my heart sank to the pits of hell for all I know, "Sorry— I meant to grab the bl—"

Laughter.

He was laughing.

Taehyung was laughing at me.

Who do I care if he's laughing at me? Why should I care? I shouldn't, but I have no idea why I am, and it's scaring me. My heart proved that as it was beating so hard and loud, that it felt like it was coming out of my chest.

I know he can feel it too.

I was red. No, I am red. I can feel it. But luckily, my hair is in my face.

I felt arms wrap around me, and at first I was confused. "It's okay, I'm cold too, but it looks like you're my blanket now."

Taehyung was chuckling.

Taehyung was chuckling.

At this moment, I had to someway get out of his grasp, yet, he was enjoying it?