The Second Choice

Regrets

Im doing so much better then I was 2 months ago. My heart still stings at the thought of him but I like to think of it like a wound that has healed up, but it you peel the scar underneath it, it'll hurt.

I haven't really talked to Micheal since everything has happened, I've been spending my time with Amelia and all of my other friends, they made me realize that it was just a middle school relationship and that it was obvious that it wasn't going to last.

I've being getting signs from my friend Jordan, "Crystal, DONT get with him, its middle school and these relationships never last."

I mean, I also knew that but it was still nice to know that someone liked me and could have been my potential first boyfriend.

The weird thing about Micheal and Molly is that he didn't ask her to be his girlfriend either.  They also rarely talk anymore.This kid is either a player or just can't make up his mind.

Molly's best friend, Emerly had asked me "Does Micheal show you any signs that he likes you again." "No, why would he do that? He likes Molly." I tell her. So many thoughts are going through my mind right now. Maybe he didn't like her in the first place.

"Yeah but Molly texted him saying how much she loves him and wants to be in a relationship wit him, but Micheal said no because he likes someone else, and we all think its you, and that he regrets choosing Molly because she's getting flirty with other boys."

Honestly I'm angry and shocked at the same time. So he chooses her but regrets it and now could possibly likes me again.

All those text messages that he would sent me about why i didn't go to School today, and those smiles he gives me makes sense now.

2 weeks pass and Micheal is starting to talk to more, he starts making jokes, and we talk the way that we used to back December, when we had first starting getting close.

He would always tease me and ask me how I'm doing. Amelia started noticing this and she warned me "Don't get back with him Crystal, he's just going to end up breaking you again."

Its true, he probably will, but I wasn't planning on getting back with him, I just want to be friends with him because I will admit that we did have a good friendship before everything started between us.

But it also means that I'm opening up heart up to him , which is a major no. I just climbed to the top, and I don't expect myself to be at rock bottom again.

•2 months later•

We are finally at our final week of school and I have to admit, I'm happy to be Micheal free for two and a half months. In the past week he has shown major signs of him wanting to be with me, but I make it obvious that I want no interest in him. As I walk out of my classroom, summer awaits, and Micheal won't once cross my mind, because me and him are done, even if he doesn't want it to be, this time its me who doesn't want to be with him.
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Ahhh we're finally at the end!!! But the story isn't over yet. I'm going to be adding an epilogue and a bonus chapter in Molly's point of view. And the best part: I'm doing a sequel! I'm going to be including my second book within this one, so you can also find that in here! Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed this story!♥️