It's My Job ×NamJin×

#15

Namjoon ~

"Come on, let's go inside." I said, and led him indoors, turning us up the stairs. He headed for his own bedroom, but for some reason, I stopped him. "Stop," he turned to me, "Come sleep with me tonight," I looked at the floor, "It'll uhm, it'll make you feel better."

Seokjin followed me into my room, which was like an upgraded version of his, not to toot my own horn, everything was silky and black. He sniffled, "I thought you liked blue," he mumbled.

"Please, this much blue would just be tacky." I answered, trying to make light of his tears, it didn't work. I sat on my bed, leaning on against the headboard, and gave the spot next to me a little pat. "Come here,"

He looked adorable as he walked up to the bed and got in next to me, all while maintaining his sweater paws. I threw my arms around him and pulled him close for another hug, and he just meakly did the same. His sniffles hurt my heart, and I didn't know why. But he did live with me, I should have expected to develop a connection. He placed his head on my chest, and I just held him.

"Why are you being so nice to me?" He asked softy, I turned to him.

"Hey, everyone needs someone, I'll be your someone." With a genuine smile, I kept hugging him.

"Did you ever have someone?" He asked me.

I thought about my family, and how they never approved of me. They were kind of regular parents, but we were never close. I finally flipped them the bird and moved out, they didn't believe me. They assumed I'd be back after a couple months, and to their surprise, I got rich. I send them money every now and then to keep my siblings okay, and promised my siblings that when they were sixteen, I'd come get them and have them live with me. I've got a month or so left before my sister turns sixteen. I miss my family. "I didn't really have someone to lean on. I had my siblings, but they were depending on me, so I never asked much of them." I realized how much of a downer I was being, "That doesn't really help, does it?"

"I-I'll be your someone," he said.

"What?"

"I said, I'll be your someone to lean on if you'll be mine." He sniffled.

"Yeah," I answered, "I'd like that." I held him closer, and pulled the blankets up higher over the both of us. "What do you wanna do that will cheer you up?" I said, turning to face him. "I've got board games, we can watch Netflix, we can buy you stuff, you name it and we'll do it."

"Well," he peeped, "I-I don't think you'll really want to do this."

"Oh, come on!" I egged him on, "Just name it, what do you want?"

"Well, I-I kinda want you to kiss me," he mumbled. This took me by surprise. But so did my answer.

"Uh, y-yeah," I stammered out, "I-I I, I kinda wanna kiss you, too."

He looked up at me, still with a couple tears streaming down his soft and tan cheeks, "Well?" He chuckled.

"Yeah," I spoke to both of us out loud, "What am I waiting for?"

So I did it. I did as told. I leaned forward and connected our lips. This was a lot different than the way we normally kissed. This was tender, caring almost. It was strange, but definetly welcome. Was this because I'm so lonely? Or did I want this?

Did I want Seokjin?

There was so much going on in my head, but I enjoyed it. So these questions were going to be saved for later.

I liked what was happening, we were both starving for each other, but this wasn't raunchy or kinky or aggressive, but sweet. It felt strange to feel this again, I hadn't felt it in a long time.

I sat upright and held him in my lap, holding his butt and moving hair out of his face. We made out so sincerely and slow, that it felt almost out of body for me. It wasn't something I was used to. Was I up to welcoming it back? Nope, questions are for future Namjoon to answer.

I kissed along his collar bone, and he tilted his head backwords and to the left so that I could have better access. I worked my magic with my mouth, but not like I usually do. Everything about this was different.

Jin began to move his hips around in my lap, and I could already feel us both getting hard. He covered his mouth with his hand and his sweater, I knew it was hung open, but he was blushing. I didn't feel like teasing him about things right now.

"Na-Namjoon," he breathed out, "Now," he spoke above a whisper, "I need you."

I was surprised, "Are you sure this is what you want?" He nodded.

I flipped us over and had him strewn underneath me, he wriggled under me trying to gain any friction, and when he didn't recieve it, he settled for unbuckling my pants. I kicked them off and pulled off my shirt, leaving me bare on top of him. He pulled off his pants immediately and laid there in his over sized sweater. Jin was adorable.

I reached over him for the lube, but Jin was impatient and before I could even open the cap, he already had two fingers inside himself, stretching himself out enough to get things going quicker. "Eager, huh?" I chuckled, but all he did in response was breathe heavily once again.

I squirted some lube onto my hands and got myself coated, it was hard not to just pump myself to the sight of Jin wriggling under me.

He saw me finish getting myself ready, and popped his fingers out, "You ready?" I asked.

"Please," he managed to get out, followed by another whine.

I positioned myself and slowly entered him, huffing slightly just from the sounds he was emitting.

"Fuck, Namjoon," he groaned quietly, if I weren't paying attention, I wouldn't have even heard it. But boy, was I paying attention. How couldn't I?

I let my head roll down and stared at my eyelids, trying my best to regain my composure. But maybe fast was the way to go, at least this time. We both seemed pretty impatient.

I moved in and out slowly, and he didn't like that. "Faster, faster please, move faster," he pleaded. Hey, all I needed was the okay.

I plowed into him, thrusting in and out to my heart's content, I was eager to get us both off. I don't know what it was about this time, but I wasn't chasing after just my own high. I was after his, too. I wanted to help him out, I wanted to be responsible for it.

I fucked him as fast and as hard as I possibly fucking could. In and out, hearing him whimper just drove me nuts. "F-Fuck! Namjoon! Yes!" He squirmed underneath my weight, I couldn't help but get closer just from the sounds he emitted.

All too soon, we were both close. Ready to come and fall asleep. "C-close, Baby," I whispered into the side of his smooth face. He replied with something along those lines.

With a couple more sloppy thrusts on my end, and a few hip bucks on his, we were both cumming onto our stomachs, pleased with each other.

I collapsed next to him, and immediately pulled him close. I don't know why I suddenly craved more contact then I'd just had with him. He widened his eyes as my actions took him by surprise, but he didn't mind. He placed his head on my chest as I pulled the covers over us. Jin immediately fell asleep, his soft snores a song I never thought I'd love to hear. Yet here I was, adoring the strange symphony from his mouth.

"I hope this helped." I whispered, and kissed his plump lips lightly before I passed out.

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Howdy

Im very sad :')

Uhm bts superstar can suck my ass bc it wont give me more jhope cards

What's your favorite kpop record label? I'd have to say JYP bc it has like most of my fave groups

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