Can't Have You (#wattys2019)

Part 5

Patty's POV

Taxy left us outside the Paradiso club and my smile was gone when I saw how long the line was. Monica grabbed my hand and took me straight to the entrance where tall dark dude was blocking the door. I didn't know what she was up to but she whispered something into man's ear and he nodded and opened the door for us.

We went straight to the bar and oredered our drinks. Vodka martiny and sex on the beach coctail.

After some time we were pretty tipsy and surrownded with a few guys ready to start the real party. The music was beaming loudly and my body starzed to move in rythm as well as Monica's.

Bryan, dark haired one was really into Monica but she didn't want anything serious after her recent betrayal. She just wanted to forget Jake.

Bryan's friend Adam, cute blonde guy whispered into my ear if I wanted to dance and of
course I agreed so I pulled him to the dance floor.

On the dance floor I had this strange fealing like someone's watching me. I looked around and saw a pair of eyes with a mesmeraising green tone that I known all too well. Joe.

He stood there with his friend. A guy in his forties with his blondish hair combed little bit up in the air. He was cute I tought and mentaly slamed myself for liking older mens.

My lips curved into a develish smile when my dance partner put his hand on my butt and pulled me closer and Joe's eyes narrowed looking straight at Adam's hand.

I was drunk. I didn't wan't Adam I wanted Joe, his hands on my body, his lips all over my skin. And the alcohol in my body is making me crazy for him.

Unknowingly I licked my lips.

Joe's POV

I saw her licking her lips. She will not go home with this boy. She was dancing too seductively and she seems like she is enjoying it.

My hands were together in a fist I could just punch this fucker who is tuching her.

This annoying spanish song Despacito started and she started dancing like crazy. Moving her hips and bitting her lover lip. She is making me crazy.

I wanted to rip that dress off of her and fuck her brains out.

I need to stop this. I ordered my friend Gordon to go and grab Monica who was still drinking at the bar and we will meet at the car.

I put the empty wine glass on the counter and made my way to the dance floor. It was crowded but I never lost a side of her. She was dancing with her eyes closed and singing loudly.

I pushed the boy of her and he gave me the 'what the fuck' look. He went after her again and I punched him on his mouth.

Patty laughed and threw her arms around my neck. "My knight in shinning armor is here to save me." She said and I was fast to pick her up.

She is even more drunk than I tought she is. "Why did you drink so much? You don't know what you are doing?"

"I know exsactly what I'm doing Mr. Party pooper." She complained.

I was scared for her but she was safe in my arms now and while I was carrying her she continued laughing like she was amoused.

She put her face at the crock of my neck and I could feel her breathing on my skin. I rubbed her cheek with my finger. "You're so beautifull." I whispered.

Gordon was already waiting with Monica who was also drunk. "Thank you buddy." I thanked him.

He smiled looking at them. "No problem. You got it from here, I have to get up early in the morning."

I noded and put my sister on the back seat of my car and Patty sat down in the front next to me.

The ride home was quiet all you could hear was Patty murmuring songs on radio. I tought she was asleep until Ed Sheran's song was on the radio and she started singing and dancing.

I put a strain of her hear behind her ear and she curled the tip of her nose. I smiled at how silly she was. My fingers now trailed down her cheeks and I didn't notice her looking at me. She grabbed my hand and kissed my palm. "Thank you." She murmured then drifted to sleep never letting go of my hand.

I couldn't stop thinking about that girl ever since I saw her dancing and singing in kitchen the other day. I liked her, she was deferent good deferent but I was so much older than her.

That's why I keep fighting with her. I don't want to admit it. I am falling for her. Hard. But I shouldn't.

I parked my car in front of Nanna's house and carried my sister to her room. I went back to my car to carry Patty but she was nowhere to be find.

My heart almost stopped beating but I heard her laugh from the stables. "Come on let me get you to bed." I ordered.

"Sir yes sir." She said and made a gesture with her hand like the do it in the army. "But you'll have to catch me first."

She started running and I rolled my eyes running after her. Not far away I caught her and spon her around. "C'mon let's get you to bed."

"Noo, why did you ran so fast?" She complained and then she fell aslep in my arms and I could hear her heart beating slowly next to mine. I layed her down and her grip around my neck tightened. "Stay with me, just until I fall asleep please." She begged.

It didn't take her long to fall asleep. I made sure she was covered and then I left to my room.

Rubbing my eyes and jawning I layed down on my bed but couldn't sleep. I grabbed note and a pen and started writting music.

The lyrics just flew out of my head. And I wrote them down fast.

I can't get your smile out of my mind.
I think about your eyes all the time.
You're beautiful but you don't even try...