Northern Stars Are Flaming

The Nightmare

"Stevie no!" Christine yelled out, knowing Stevie was high from her erratic behaviour "Don't call the ambulance, how do we explain it? You cant call one, just let me lay here!" Christine added still hurting, then she heard a yell and a thud "Fuck, Stevie!" She yelled out, worrying Stevie had fallen down the stairs. Christine tried to get out of the bed, but knew she was unable to walk after what just occurred, she was also feeling very woozy and stoned from the marijuana but she still tried anyway, shakily standing but fell straight down onto her hands and knees and yelped loudly "Stevie!" She called out again and again to no reply "Fuck, Stevie!" She screamed and panicked, feeling sick with worry, wishing they hadn't done many drugs, then none of it would have happened. 

She looked up to grab the nightstand to pull herself back up, mentally cursing all the drugs and alcohol, then she saw the phone beside the bed and realised how high Stevie was to not just use that one when she wanted to call an ambulance.  She yelled out more times and after more attempts at not being able to get up ad no reply from Stevie, she decided to call for help but didn't know who to call. She managed to get on her knees painfully and reached the phone, pulling it down more and she rang Mick, but there was no answer, then she rang the studio and Lindsey answered.

"Hello?" He asked. 

"Lindsey, I..." but she was cut off instantly.

"Silver springs is off the record, get over it!" He snapped and hung up on her without even letting her speak.

"Fuck!" She yelled, trying to think of who to call and then she tried Mick again to no avail so she called John.

"I am not giving you an answer Lindsey!" John yelled into the phone immediately as he picked it up,  he had left early over the kerfuffle and Lindsey had been ringing and abusing him for not giving an opinion.

"John, its me, I need help! I think Stevie is hurt!" Christine stammered crying almost incoherently.

"Where are you both?" He asked worried instantly. 

"At home, she was calling me an ambulance and I think she has fallen down the stairs!" cried Christine.

"What the fuck happened?" John queried. 

"Just get here, I am worried about her!" Christine yelled and hung up the phone, crying again and feeling useless.  She yelled out to Stevie again and then forced herself up, but it hurt too much and she  fell onto her knees and hands again, she couldn't believe how much pain she was in still and how stoned and drunk she felt "Stevie, help!" She called out again, trying to wake Stevie if she was knocked out somewhere.

She stayed on the ground like a frozen dog for what seemed like ages, yelling out over and over was shocked when she heard a voice in the room "Chris, why are you out of bed and why do you keep yelling out!" Stevie said puzzled and worried seeing her girlfriend on the floor.

"I thought you were dead!" Christine cried, everything was too much for her, the pain and the stress. 

"No I got you some ice cubs and I used my ice cream moulds and put water in them, I thought if your still hurting, I can stick one of them in you when its frozen!" Stevie replied, not thinking clearly at all and trying to do what she deemed best "You didn't want the ambulance, I am worried I internally hurt you but I was going to check you firs.  Then I am still going to get an ambulance if I see any damage, I'm sorry baby!" Steve cooed, placing the washer full of ice cubs on the bed and kneeling down to Christine. 

"What was the noise, I heard a thud and you yell out, I have been yelling out to you for ages!"  Christine sighed. 

"You know how soundproof this house is. The noise would have been kicking the wall,  I am so angry at myself, you have no idea, I want to punch myself in the head so I kicked the wall!"

"Its not your fault, its mine! Sex is about honesty and I wasn't honest with you!" Christine stated.

"I should have been looking at you, checking with you!" Stevie sighed. 

"Stevie, I told you to keep going, just forget it!" 

"How can I, you are injured because of me!" Stevie stammered, upset again as she gently tried to help Christine back up, which hurt Christine.

Suddenly John shot into the room, he'd kicked the door down when no one opened it  "I called an ambulace, what the fuck is happenng?" He exclaimed panicked rushing over. 

Stevie just burst into tears and left Christine still on her knees, Stevie thought it was better leaving her there from the amount of noise she kept making when she had tried to stand her up "I hurt her John, I fucking hurt her!" She wept. 

"Why hurt Chris, it wasn't her fault what happened!" John yelled angrily, thinking Stevie must have been hitting her.

"John, please go, I was wrong, Stevie is fine, just high!" Christine whimpered.

"You said she was getting you an ambulance!" John exclaimed.  

"I'm fine!" Christine gulped. 

"No John is right, your going in one!" Stevie said firmly and pulled Christine up off the ground quickly, ignoring how much she actually was hurting her, because she was worried again and started pulling her to the door, not realising how much pain she was putting Christine through. 

"Stop it!" Christine cried, walking to keep up was hurting her worse. 

"I'm worried about your vagina!" Stevie yelled and John raised his eyebrows.

"Well me and it, just want to lay down!" Christine exclaimed.

"You need medical help, you couldn't even get up and you can't walk!" Stevie said firmly, pulling her again in panic.

"Your hurting me, stop it Stevie!" Christine yelled and Stevie froze, bought back to reality as Christine cried harder and she hated herself even more as she watched Christine upset and injured, she blamed herself and she never wanted to use drugs again, as she realised how she was behaving.

John gently pulled Christine from Stevie because he knew Stevie was high and freaking out and Christine was stoned and hurting.  As he helped her, he then he realised how Christine was completely naked as she rested up against him, exhausted and Stevie was only wearing a sheer bra "Why is Chris naked and you only wearing a bra for?" He asked them calmly, confused. 

"Christine is hurt, I hurt her really badly with a strap on dildo!" Stevie said bluntly tearing up again "She is bleeding and hurting, I don't know what to do!" Stevie said loudly "I want her to go to hospital!" 

"You what?" John asked.

"Keep your homophobia for another time John, she needs help because I fucked her with that thing over there!" Stevie yelled pointing at the strap on that was tossed on the floor.  John's eyes followed the direction Stevie was pointing and his eyes went wide, never had been so shocked.  He always knew Christine was into women but he didn't expect Stevie to be.

"You fucked her with that massive thing!" John exclaimed and looked at Stevie shocked and Stevie nodded "No wonder she can't move!" He said feeling sorry for his ex, then before another word was spoken the ambulance sirens rang out.

"Good, they are here, please come here!" Stevie said trying to gently pull Christine toward her. 

"Stevie stop it!" Christine snapped, pulling away from Stevie "I am not going in a fucking ambulance!" 

"I hurt you, what if you are bleeding internally?" Stevie stated worried.

"I will be fine, I just want to lay down!" Christine sighed "John, go get rid of them, you called them!" 

John glanced at them both "Don't John, help me get her down there!" Stevie said staring at him.

"John, don't you fucking dare let them take me, this is humiliating, I am not going!" Christine said firmly, embarrassed.

John didn't know what to do, to help get Christine medical help or not, he was worried about her too though after Stevie's reaction on what occurred, it must have been bad. 

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