"And here I stay. It is more luxurious than I thought.", shawn said shyly, although he was one of the famous singers in the world right now, he could not get used to it.
"Shawn, look at my room. it's literally a mess. and what are you going to do tonight?"
"I do not know, maybe I'll go out with Brian and the whole crew as usual, London is so beautiful, I wish you were here, it's your favorite city." I could feel how his mood changed and I just wanted to book a flight to London and spend the whole day with him. unfortunately, I am completely stressed with all my essays. sometimes I wonder what would have happened if Shawn was a normal student like me?
"Love, what are you thinking about?", his face was worried that I would say something he did not want to hear.
"Nothing, I just thought of something stupid, nothing deep.", I was a bad liar and he knew that.
"I know you're lying to me, what's going on, look, you can always be honest with me even when I'm not with you."
"I miss you, Shawn.",and my eyes were filled with tears.
"Y / N listen -" I cut him off. he is the one who always talks about his feelings and he never says that, but it bothers him that I hold everything in me.
"Shawn, look, I miss you so much, I'll always wonder what would have happened if you had not been famous, so I could be with you all the time, but no, I do not want that. I love how much you get upset if you do not find the words to finish your songs. I love how happy you become when you meet your fans. you make me happy. the tour has started and I am so proud of you. I wish I could have been there with you. "
I studied his face. he looked different. his long fingers went through his curly brown hair. his eyes were distracted by something, but finally he looked at me.
"Honey, I miss you too, and I'm glad you finally opened up to me. believe me, we'll get through this I love you so much. what would I do without you. I would have been lost. we both know that this would not be easy for us, but you are worth it. "
now I cried. mingled with happiness, sadness is one of the worst feelings anyone can have. You do not know if you are happy or not.
"Love, do not cry, we'll meet soon.",he was right, I would see him in three weeks.
"You're right, three weeks until I can hug you again.",now we both smiled.
"Or three weeks until I finally can make love to you again.",he laughed.
"Shawn!"
"Come on, do not tell me you did not think about it.",now we both laughed. it was the truth I was craving him.
"Well ... this conversation changed so much ... Mendes, I have to say goodbye, I miss you and love you so much, three weeks."
"Three weeks, I love you.", shawn said.
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So this was my first imagine! I'm sorry if there are any kind of grammatical issues. English is not my first language. I love you guys xx.
