"You fell for men who weren't how they appear"
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"And it's just getting on my nerves. I always fell for the wrong guys. with this boy I thought he ughhh all boys are the same", I shouted through my phone.
"y/n, what if you come over huh? and we make a movie night?", shawn reccomend.
"No, I mean I would love to do a movie night, but shawn?"
"Yes?"
"You said you were writing a song. the name was "fallin all in you" you told me about it. have you finished it yet?"
Shawn was extremely sensitive about his unfinished songs, so it was a little bit difficult to hear it before it was finished.
"Actually, you can hear it. Come over."
"I will be there in 15 minutes."
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Shawn and I have been friends since 2 years. we met through Brian and we just got well together. sometimes there's more between us, but then I remind myself again that he's just charming and kind. he would never start something with me. I'm not lucky at this topic.
Finally arrived at Shawn's house, he immediately opened the door and embraced me with a hug.
"Hey, koala", I mocked him. instead of getting a smile or any kind of a response, he just gave me a sign to follow him. what was wrong?
"You will just listen to this song. it's one of my favorite songs on my album and your opinion matters to me so much. be honest with me.", shawn seriously said.
this song must be really important to him. I have never seen him like that. it was unfamiliar. as an answer I gave him a quick nod, and the song started.
Every time I see you baby I get lost
If I'm dreaming, baby, please don't wake me up
Every night I'm with you I fall more in love
Now I'm laying by your side
Everything feels right since you came along
I'm thinking baby
You, yeah, are bringing out a different kind of me
There's no safety net that's underneath, I'm free
Falling all in
You fell for men who weren't how they appear
"Shawn, this song is amazing.", my throat was completely dried out. I looked at him, he was not amazed by my answer.
"What's wrong?", I asked him.
"It was just amazing?"
He was insecure, insecure about his talent and I hated to see him like that. never ever he should worry about his talent.
"Koala, listen. it is amazing, this song is so pure and filled with honesty. maybe you wrote it for a special girl or you just made it up, but either way this song deserves to be on your album. and never be insecure about yourself. look around you, this is your studio. you made it and never doubt on your writing skills. because I need my koala in a happy mood."
"Koala stopp calling me like that. I'm glad that you liked it. it is actually really personal."
"there was a sentence which caught my attention "you fell for men who weren't how they appear". about who is that? honestly it is a little but weird, because I told you about it, how I always fell for the wrong guys."
"I got inspired by you. and maybe it is for someone who is special for me.
Y/N this song is about you. I mean it's for you. that's why I have been acting weird lately."
I couldn't believe it. "fallin all in you" is about me. shawn waited for an answer. I don't know if shawn has a clue about that how cute he and this is. at the same time he's admitting his feelings towards me.
"I can't find any words, which could describe my feelings right now. but I think the same way. every time when we do our movie nights together or when we go out I fell more in love with your smile, your eyes and your personality. days and nights you were on my mind and I was afraid you wouldn't like me back.", I admitted.
"I think I gave you more signs than you ever did. I love you y/n."
"I love you too, Shawn."
"If I'm dreaming, baby, please don't wake me up", he whispered to my ear.
"You not dreaming, mendes. I'm all yours.
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I love this even though it's bad, but the idea was good in my head lmaooo.
I hope y'all liked it.
I love you guys xx
