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Shawn was the type who would fall easily in love. He'd care about you, would call you multiple times to make sure you're really alright and it was cute. Nothing what bothered you that much. Even though you knew he'd only eyes for you, it still made you feel insecure about the fact that he was a well known singer. Girls around the world wanted him, he even met so many models while he was out of Toronto; promoting his album and new songs.
They didn't care that his heart was taken. The motto was "I still could try to get him, even if he's in a relationship right now" sadly it didn't bother him at all. You could sense it if a girl was too friendly to him, or who flirted with him again Shawn didn't mind it. For him it was just a friendly act or the girls were just a little bit drunk, nothing more he would say. Many times you said to yourself "I'm just overreacting", but today you were sure it wasn't a friendly act anymore.
It was a Friday evening. Shawn and you would mostly go to the bowling center. Of course, you expected to see Brian and the whole clique there. It made more fun to play with more people. It's just you weren't ready to see all these famous models. They were all beautiful. Shawn immediately left you alone and made his way to the girls who were already waiting for him. You understood him. They were his friends after all, but at least he could give you a little bit more attention than he was giving to them.
Didn't he see how they were all over him? They were laughing. His hand was around a girl's waist and his head was laying on her shoulder. Did he forget me that I was here and could see everything?
"Is everything alright?" Brian asked me with a light worried voice.
"I'm fine." I replied to him.
"You're not fine. I can see that." And now I was at the edge to cry my soul out. It wasn't usual for me to be the "moody girl" in the group, but I knew I could be honest with Brian about everything.
"Can we go out and talk?" I whispered to him. He just gave me little nod. I quickly took my bag and opened the door. Shawn gave us a glance but his attention was focused on the girls in front of him again The cold air felt like a release after the scenes I had to see.
"Brian, I want to-"
"You want to break up with him. And I'm totally here for it." He low key mumbled. Surprised would be an understatement.
"Wait what? I'm a little bit speechless now." confusingly I said to him. I couldn't believe that he would be on my side.
"He is being an ass and no I'm not saying that he's cheating on you, because he would never do that, but you should leave him. You're always sad when you're with us. Not to mention when he's with them girls. You deserve someone who is there for you and not someone who makes you feel insecure about yourself. Leave him."
As soon as he said that I hugged him tightly. I was happy that I had someone who understood me. I never wanted to leave Shawn, but I needed to live my life than only to survive through these scenarios.
"You always can call me. Thank you Brian for everything."
And this was the moment when I left everything behind me. It was now my past. Toronto was my past. Honestly, I have never been more happier than right now. This luggage I cared for a long time now, I had left it behind. I placed the luggage there where it was supposed to be. Sadly, it was not with me, but I'm not deeply sad about it.
Him. He was someone who was meant to be in my life for a short time.
~~~ I'm such a lazy ass girl lmaoo. I hope y'all know what I meant with this chapter. Someone you love and care so much about, can actually be the luggage who tears you down so much. Sometimes you need to let them go; to live and not only to survive. You can't carry the luggage forever.
