imagines // s.m

tired?

It had been a while since you and Shawn did something together by your own. Mostly, he was gone or working on new songs. It didn't make you sad, but all the papers in front of you made you almost lose your mind.
All you wanted was Shawn being there for you and tell you that everything is going to be alright.

So, you decided to call him, just to make sure if he's alright too. No matter what your situation is right now, you wouldn't ignore him.

After you have called him five times you shut your cellphone down. It didn't make you upset, but it's ridiculous how he tries to you avoid your calls, or even your presence. Lately, it's just been rough between you and him.

2 a.m. and you finally finished with your essays and all of those projects you had to do. Shawn still didn't call you back or tried to reach you out. After all you got use to it.

You were now in your kitchen, making yourself something to eat; you were starving until you heard how someone knocked on your front door.
It was Shawn, you recognised it through the code you both agreed on.

"Shawn? What do you want? We have almost 3 a.m." I asked him, with no emotions at all.
He looked tired. Overall, he looked messy, not being at his best prime.

"Hun, Can I come in?"
I gave him a quick nod and let him in into my little apartment.
He directly made his way to my couch. I observed him, his breath was shaky, he lost weight not in a good way. Did I miss something?

"Won't you cuddle me? Our late night cuddle?" He asked me with a little smile. He was so tired.

"Uhm, sure."

Shawn, immediately took me into his arms and placed his head on my shoulders. I went through his curly brown hair with my fingers.

"What's going on? I called you multiple times. Lately, you're not here anymore."

"I saw it, that's why I took an uber and drove to you. I have been in the studio for the past weeks and wasn't available to meet you." After a short break he continued with his sentence.
"I'm sorry, I know I avoided you the last few weeks."

I lift his chin up only to see his tired yet beautiful eyes. He struggled to stay awake and I just couldn't stay mad at him. My pride has to go back now.

"Let's go sleep huh? Come on, lazy ass."

Exactly when I wanted to stand up he took me back to him.

"Let's sleep on the couch."

"Tired? That much? Let me just pick up some blankets, okey? I will be back in a sec." Quickly, I walked to my room took the blankets and some cozy pillows. As I entered the living room I heard Shawn snoring.

He looked so peaceful.

"I'm here, but we still have to talk about this Shawn." I lay beside him.

"Hmmm, just sleep already."

"But-" that's when he put his finger on my mouth and gave me multiple kisses on my face.

"Now, sleep."

This is bad af and I try to make longer imagines again but idk
I can't come up with an idea.
So hit me up, if you have any ideas.