"for every day you go clean, write me a letter,"
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dear irwin,
i went a full day clean. it was my first day, and im honestly ecstatic. i wrote your name on my wrist in jet black ink, and every time i tried to slice my wrist, i remembered that you loved me. i remember you saying it to my face, and smiling with your deep dimples and adorable giggle.so i didn't harm myself. i didn't look at the rope, or the lighter, or the blade. i just looked at your face in my mind, your beautiful face,and i just knew you meant the world to me.
